(vertebrates) one of usually two organs that produce ova and secrete estrogen and progesterone
He even insinuated that Inmight come home and fuck his wife, if I liked,nthough he warned me that she was having a littlentrouble at present with her ovaries.n28nIn addition to Hymie and McGovem I had asnassistants a pair of beautiful blondes who oftennaccompanied us to dinner in the evening.
a class of mollusks typically having a one-piece coiled shell and flattened muscular foot with a head bearing stalked eyes
So, on the ovarianntrolley there was this voyage of man and bull-frogncomposed of identical stuff, neither better nor lessnthan Dante but infinitely different, the one notnknowing precisely the meaning of anything, thenother knowing too precisely the meaning ofneverything, hence both lost and confused throughnbeginnings and endings, finally to be deposited atnJava or India Street, Greenpoint, there to bencarried back into the current of life, so-called, by ancouple of sawdust moils with twit...
Of those with fevernfew hatched, among them myself still unhatched,nbut pervious and maculate, knowing with quietnferocity the ennui of ceaseless drift andnmovement.
any structure created by the skeleton of an organism
The whole continentnwas on the slide - is still on the slide - and not onlynthe glands need regulating but the ball-bearing,nthe armature, the skeletal structure, the cerebrum,nthe cerebellum, the coccyx, the larynx, thenpancreas, the liver, the upper intestine and thenlower intestine, the heart, the kidneys, thentesticles, the womb, the Fallopian tubes, thenwhole god-damned works.
Nothing is lousier and emptier than thenmidst of brightn97ngaiety clicked by the mechanical eye of thenmechanical epoch, life maturating in a black box,na negative tickled with add and yielding anmomentaneous simulacrum of nothingness.
Then, as in the middle of thenbridge, in the middle of a walk, in the middlenalways, whether of a book, a conversation, ornmaking love, it was borne in on me again that Inhad never done what I wanted and out of not doingnwhat I wanted to do there grew up inside me thisncreation which was nothing but an obsessionalnplant, a sort of coral growth, which wasnexpropriating everything, including life itself, untilnlife itself became this which was denied but whichnconstantly asserted itself...
bottom-living cephalopod having a soft oval body with eight long tentacles
But due to thenfact that my mother had a clutching womb, thatnshe held me in her grip like an octopus, I came outnunder another configuration - with a bad set-up, innother words.
a playing card or a domino or a die whose upward face shows five pips
Henry, says I to myself,nif you're lucky your old pal MacGregor will be herenand first hell bawl the shit out of you for runningnaway and then he'll lend you a five-spot, and if younjust hold your breath while climbing the stairsnmaybe you'll see the nymphomaniac too and you'llnget a dry fuck.
a person (who should be a doctor) who terminates pregnancies
I heard men beg fornwork who had been Egyptologists, botanists,nsurgeons, gold-miners, professors of Orientalnlanguages, musicians, engineers, physicians,nastronomers, anthropologists, chemists,nmathematicians, mayors of cities and governors ofnstates, prison warders, cow-punchers,nlumberjacks, sailors, oyster pirates, stevedores,nriveters, dentists, surgeons, painters, sculptors,nplumbers, architects, dope peddlers, abortionists,nwhite slavers, sea divers, steeplejacks, farmers,ncloa...
And from the topmost ceiling ofnthis colossal edifice they had suspended a stringnof cages in which the imprisoned canaries warbledntheir senseless warble.
Boiled alive, the lobstersnswim in ice, giving no quarter and asking nonquarter, simply motionless and unmotivated in thenice-watered ennui of death, life drifting by thenshow-window muffled in desolation, a sorrowfulnscurvy eaten away by ptomaine, the frozen glassnof the window cutting like a jack-knife, dean andnno remainder.
Every onenis so utterly, confoundedly not himself that younbecome automatically the personification of thenwhole human race, shaking hands with a thousandnhuman hands, cackling with a thousand differentnhuman tongues, cursing, applauding, whistling,ncrooning, soliloquizing, orating, gesticulating,nurinating, fecundating, wheedling, cajoling,nwhimpering, bartering, pimping, caterwauling, andnso on and so forth.
Men were walkingnthe streets of New York in that bloody, degradingnoutfit, the despised, the lowest of the low, walkingnaround like auks, like penguins, like oxen, likentrained seals, like patient donkeys, like bignjackasses, like crazy gorillas, like docile maniacsnnibbling at the dangling bait, like waltzing mice,nlike guinea pigs, liken31nsquirrels, like rabbits, and many and many a onenwas fit to govern the world, to write tile greatestnbook ever written.
add explanatory notes to or supply with critical comments
From the hub of the bull-frog'sneye radiated dean white spokes of sheer luciditynnot to be annotated or categorized, not to bennumbered or defined, but revolving sightless innkaleidoscopic change.
a United States naval officer remembered for his victory at Manila Bay in the Spanish-American War
I thoughtnof my grandfather sitting on the bench, the way henhad warned my mother one day that I was toonyoung to be reading so much, the pensive look innhis eyes as he pressed the hot iron against thenwet seam of a coat; I thought of the attack on SannJuan Hill which the Rough Riders had made, thenpicture of: Teddy .charging at the head of hisnvolunteers in the big book which I used to readnbeside the workbench; I thought of the battleshipnMaine that floated over my bed in the little roomnw...
While he was talking about finger-prints I might bentaking stock of a coping or a cornice on a little rednbrick building just back of his black hat, I wouldnget to thinking of the day the cornice had beenninstalled, who might be the man who had designednit and why had he made it so ugly, so like everynother lousy, rotten cornice which we passed fromnthe East Side up to Harlem and beyond Harlem, ifnwe wanted to push on, beyond New York, beyondnthe Mississippi, beyond the Grand Canyon, ...
Henry, I saynto myself, you are young yet, you are just a springnchicken and if you let them get you by the ballsnyou're an idiot because you're a better man thannany of them only you need to get rid of your falsennotions about humanity.
the end of the vertebral column in humans and tailless apes
The whole continentnwas on the slide - is still on the slide - and not onlynthe glands need regulating but the ball-bearing,nthe armature, the skeletal structure, the cerebrum,nthe cerebellum, the coccyx, the larynx, thenpancreas, the liver, the upper intestine and thenlower intestine, the heart, the kidneys, thentesticles, the womb, the Fallopian tubes, thenwhole god-damned works.
The beforedinnernatmosphere, the blend of patchouli, warmnpitchblende, iced electricity, sugared sweat andnpowdered urine drives one on to a fever ofndelirious expectancy.
Always it seemed a little crazy to me,nthe earnestness with which he recounted hisnbanal murder stories in the midst of the greatestnmuddle of architecture that man had ever created.
Hymie the bull-frog was ann49novarian spud generated in the high passagenbetween two shores: for him the skyscrapers hadnbeen built, the wilderness cleared, the Indiansnmassacred, the buffaloes exterminated; for himnthe twin dries had been joined by the BrooklynnBridge, the caissons sunk, the cables strung fromntower to tower; for him men sat upside down in thensky writing words in fire and smoke; for him thenanaesthetic was invented and the high forcepsnand the big Bertha which could...
any of two families of large herbivorous aquatic mammals with paddle-shaped tails and flipper-like forelimbs and no hind limbs
The drooling notes are the foam andndribble of the epileptic, the night sweat of thenfornicating nigger frigged by the Jew. All Americanis in the trombone's smear, that frazzlednbrokendown whinny of the gangrened sea cowsnstationed off Point Loma, Pawtucket, CapenHatteras, Labrador, Camarsie and intermediatenpoints.
FromnTimes Square to Fiftieth Street all that St. Thomasn90nAquinas forgot to include in his magnum opus isnhere included, which is to say among other things,nhamburger sandwiches, collar buttons, poodlendogs, slot machines, grey bowlers, typewriternribbons, oranges sticks, free toilets, sanitarynnapkins, mint jujubes, billiard balls, choppednonions, crinkled doylies, manholes, chewing gum,nsidecars and sour-balls, cellophane, cord tyres,nmagnetos, horse liniment, cough drops, feenami...
an intelligent dog with a curly, solid-colored coat
FromnTimes Square to Fiftieth Street all that St. Thomasn90nAquinas forgot to include in his magnum opus isnhere included, which is to say among other things,nhamburger sandwiches, collar buttons, poodlendogs, slot machines, grey bowlers, typewriternribbons, oranges sticks, free toilets, sanitarynnapkins, mint jujubes, billiard balls, choppednonions, crinkled doylies, manholes, chewing gum,nsidecars and sour-balls, cellophane, cord tyres,nmagnetos, horse liniment, cough drops, feenami...
Whether I die today or tomorrow is of nonimportance to me, never has been, but that todayneven, after years of effort, I cannot say what Inthink and feel - that bothers me, that rankles.
FromnTimes Square to Fiftieth Street all that St. Thomasn90nAquinas forgot to include in his magnum opus isnhere included, which is to say among other things,nhamburger sandwiches, collar buttons, poodlendogs, slot machines, grey bowlers, typewriternribbons, oranges sticks, free toilets, sanitarynnapkins, mint jujubes, billiard balls, choppednonions, crinkled doylies, manholes, chewing gum,nsidecars and sour-balls, cellophane, cord tyres,nmagnetos, horse liniment, cough drops, feenami...
a person who is not intelligent or interested in culture
Cold energy trapped by cunning brutes and thennset free like explosive rockets, wheels, intricatelyninterwheeled to give the illusion of force andnspeed some for light, some for power, some fornmotion, words wired by maniacs and mounted likenfake teeth, perfect, and repulsive as lepers,ningratiating, soft, slippery, nonsensical movement,nvertical, horizontal, circular, between walls andnthrough walls, for pleasure, for barter, for crime;nfor sex;nall light, movement, power impersonallynconce...
I sat there and without asking anquestion I took them on in carload lots - niggers,nJews, paralytics, cripples, ex-convicts, whores,nmaniacs, perverts, idiots, any fucking bastard whoncould stand on two legs and hold a telegram in hisnhand.
a measured portion of medicine taken at any one time
I walked into thenemployment bureau of the telegraph company - thenCosmodemonic Telegraph Company of NorthnAmerica - towards the dose of the day, prepared tongo through with it.
Like a softnprick slipping out of an overheated cunt I, the stillnunhatched, making a few abortive wriggles, butneither not dead and soft enough or else sperm-freenand skating ad astra, for it is still not dinner and anperistaltic frenzy takes possession of the upperncolon, the hypo-gastric region, the umbilical andnthe post-pineal lobe.
It's only a stretch of a fewnblocks from Times Square to Fiftieth Street, andnwhen one says Broadway that's all that's reallynmeant and it's really nothing, just a chicken runnand a lousy one at that, but at seven in thenevening when everybody's rushing for a tablenthere's a sort of electric crackle in the air and yournhair stands on end like an antennae and if you'renreceptive you not only get every bash and flickernbut you get the statistical itch, the quid pro quo ofnthe interactive, i...
I lockednit with my one free hand and then I moved her intonthe centre of the room and with the free hand Inunbuttoned my fly and got my pecker out and intonposition.
a topical liquid that relieves muscle stiffness and pain
FromnTimes Square to Fiftieth Street all that St. Thomasn90nAquinas forgot to include in his magnum opus isnhere included, which is to say among other things,nhamburger sandwiches, collar buttons, poodlendogs, slot machines, grey bowlers, typewriternribbons, oranges sticks, free toilets, sanitarynnapkins, mint jujubes, billiard balls, choppednonions, crinkled doylies, manholes, chewing gum,nsidecars and sour-balls, cellophane, cord tyres,nmagnetos, horse liniment, cough drops, feenami...
either of two masses of lymphatic tissue one on each side of the oral pharynx
I thoughtnof my grandfather sitting on the bench, the way henhad warned my mother one day that I was toonyoung to be reading so much, the pensive look innhis eyes as he pressed the hot iron against thenwet seam of a coat; I thought of the attack on SannJuan Hill which the Rough Riders had made, thenpicture of: Teddy .charging at the head of hisnvolunteers in the big book which I used to readnbeside the workbench; I thought of the battleshipnMaine that floated over my bed in the little roomnw...
The whole system was so rotten, soninhuman, so lousy, so hopelessly corruptn19nand complicated, that it would have taken angenius to put any sense or order into it, to saynnothing of human kindness or consideration.
Like a softnprick slipping out of an overheated cunt I, the stillnunhatched, making a few abortive wriggles, butneither not dead and soft enough or else sperm-freenand skating ad astra, for it is still not dinner and anperistaltic frenzy takes possession of the upperncolon, the hypo-gastric region, the umbilical andnthe post-pineal lobe.
It also began with loud smellynfarts, with bad breaths, with ragged nerves, withnepilepsy, with meningitis, with low wages, withnback pay that was overdue, with worn-out shoes,nwith corns and bunions, with flat feet and brokennarches, with pocket books missing and fountainnpens lost or stolen, with telegrams floating in thensewer, with threats from the vice-president andnadvice from the managers, with wrangles andndisputes, with cloudbursts and broken telegraphnwires, with new methods...
I relatenthese incidents briefly and hurriedly as they flashnthrough my mind; my memory is packed withnthousands of such details, with a myriad faces,ngestures, tales, confessions all entwined andninterlaced like the stupendous reeling facade ofnsome Hindu temple made not of stone but of thenexperience of human flesh, a monstrous dreamnedifice built entirely of reality and yet not realitynitself but merely the vessel in which the mysterynof the human being is contained.
an acute and serious infection of the central nervous system caused by bacterial infection of open wounds; spasms of the jaw and laryngeal muscles may occur during the late stages
On the sea floor thenoysters are doing the St. Vitus dance, some withnlockjaw, some with double-jointed knees.
endowed with feeling and unstructured consciousness
The earth is one greatnsentient being, a planet saturated through andnthrough with man, a live planet expressing itselfnfalteringly and stutteringly;nit is not the home of the white race or the blacknrace or the yellow race or the lost blue race, butnthe home of man and all men are equal before Godnand will have their chance, if not now then anmillion years hence.
Some of themngot lost in the subway or in the labyrinths undernthe skyscrapers; some rode around on thenelevated line all day because with a uniform it wasna free ride and perhaps they had never enjoyednriding around all day on the elevated lines.
FromnTimes Square to Fiftieth Street all that St. Thomasn90nAquinas forgot to include in his magnum opus isnhere included, which is to say among other things,nhamburger sandwiches, collar buttons, poodlendogs, slot machines, grey bowlers, typewriternribbons, oranges sticks, free toilets, sanitarynnapkins, mint jujubes, billiard balls, choppednonions, crinkled doylies, manholes, chewing gum,nsidecars and sour-balls, cellophane, cord tyres,nmagnetos, horse liniment, cough drops, feenami...
a painful swelling of the bursa of the first joint of the big toe
It also began with loud smellynfarts, with bad breaths, with ragged nerves, withnepilepsy, with meningitis, with low wages, withnback pay that was overdue, with worn-out shoes,nwith corns and bunions, with flat feet and brokennarches, with pocket books missing and fountainnpens lost or stolen, with telegrams floating in thensewer, with threats from the vice-president andnadvice from the managers, with wrangles andndisputes, with cloudbursts and broken telegraphnwires, with new methods...
I thoughtnof my grandfather sitting on the bench, the way henhad warned my mother one day that I was toonyoung to be reading so much, the pensive look innhis eyes as he pressed the hot iron against thenwet seam of a coat; I thought of the attack on SannJuan Hill which the Rough Riders had made, thenpicture of: Teddy .charging at the head of hisnvolunteers in the big book which I used to readnbeside the workbench; I thought of the battleshipnMaine that floated over my bed in the little roomnw...
Of those with fevernfew hatched, among them myself still unhatched,nbut pervious and maculate, knowing with quietnferocity the ennui of ceaseless drift andnmovement.
I saw the tracks they left on thenhighways, then29nfreight trains lying on the floor, the parents in rags,nthe coal box empty, the sink running over, thenwalls sweating and between the cold beads ofnsweat the cockroaches running like mad; I sawnthem hobbling along like twisted gnomes or fallingnbackwards in the epileptic frenzy, the mouthntwitching, thesaliva pouring from the lips, thenlimbs writhing; I saw the walls giving way and thenpest pouring out like a winged fluid, and the men...
put out of its usual place, position, or relationship
Only a few months ago I was standing in thenstreets of New York looking about me as yearsnago I had looked about me;nagain I found myself studying the architecture,nstudying then64nminute details which only the dislocated eye takesnin.
SisternAntolina lying in the convent bed, her guts trussednup, her arms akimbo and waiting for thenResurrection, waiting, waiting for life withoutnhernia, without intercourse, without sin, withoutnevil, meanwhile nibbling a few animal crackers, anpimento, some fancy olives, a little head cheese.
coil in which voltage is induced by motion through a magnetic field
The whole continentnwas on the slide - is still on the slide - and not onlynthe glands need regulating but the ball-bearing,nthe armature, the skeletal structure, the cerebrum,nthe cerebellum, the coccyx, the larynx, thenpancreas, the liver, the upper intestine and thenlower intestine, the heart, the kidneys, thentesticles, the womb, the Fallopian tubes, thenwhole god-damned works.
a piston syringe that is fitted with a hypodermic needle for giving injections
Like a softnprick slipping out of an overheated cunt I, the stillnunhatched, making a few abortive wriggles, butneither not dead and soft enough or else sperm-freenand skating ad astra, for it is still not dinner and anperistaltic frenzy takes possession of the upperncolon, the hypo-gastric region, the umbilical andnthe post-pineal lobe.
change from a liquid to a thickened or solid state
Before dinner the slat and chink of skynlight softly percolating through the boned greyndome, the vagrant hemispheres spored with blueeggednnuclei coagulating, ramifying, in the onenbasket lobsters, in the other the germination of anworld antiseptically personal and absolute.
If she were knocked up again that would benbad, serious in a way, but more important thannthat was fresh coffee in the morning and the smellnof bacon and eggs.
The plate and what's on it, through thenpredatory power of the intestinal apparatus,ncommands attention and unifies the spirit, firstnhypnotizing it, then slowly swallowing it, thennmasticating it, then absorbing it.
Every onenis so utterly, confoundedly not himself that younbecome automatically the personification of thenwhole human race, shaking hands with a thousandnhuman hands, cackling with a thousand differentnhuman tongues, cursing, applauding, whistling,ncrooning, soliloquizing, orating, gesticulating,nurinating, fecundating, wheedling, cajoling,nwhimpering, bartering, pimping, caterwauling, andnso on and so forth.
(Roman Catholic Church) Italian theologian and Doctor of the Church who is remembered for his attempt to reconcile faith and reason in a comprehensive theology; presented philosophical proofs of the existence of God (1225-1274)
Broadway,nsuch as I see it now and have seen it for twentyfivenyears, is a ramp that was conceived by St.nThomas Aquinas while he was yet in the womb.
inflammation of the brain usually caused by a virus
Henry,nis to go and get yourself a frosted chocolate andnwhen you sit at the soda fountain keep your eyesnpeeled and forget about the destiny of mannbecause you might still find yourself a nice lay andna good dean lay will dean your ballbearing out andnleave a good taste in your mouth whereas this onlynbrings on dyspepsia, dandruff, halitosis,nencephalitis.
And things being temporarily out of ordernbrought on epilepsy, theft, vandalism, perversion,nniggers, Jews, whores and what-not - sometimesnstrikes and lockouts.
of or relating to the interpretation of quantitative data
I was one, a single entity in thenmidst of the greatest jamboree of wealth andnhappiness (statistical wealth, statisticalnhappiness) but I never met a man who was trulynwealthy or truly happy.
skillful in physical movements; especially of the hands
Cold energy trapped by cunning brutes and thennset free like explosive rockets, wheels, intricatelyninterwheeled to give the illusion of force andnspeed some for light, some for power, some fornmotion, words wired by maniacs and mounted likenfake teeth, perfect, and repulsive as lepers,ningratiating, soft, slippery, nonsensical movement,nvertical, horizontal, circular, between walls andnthrough walls, for pleasure, for barter, for crime;nfor sex;nall light, movement, power impersonallynconce...
Before dinner the slat and chink of skynlight softly percolating through the boned greyndome, the vagrant hemispheres spored with blueeggednnuclei coagulating, ramifying, in the onenbasket lobsters, in the other the germination of anworld antiseptically personal and absolute.
I didn't own anwhole shirt and often I was so ashamed ofnborrowing from my wife, or robbing the kid's bank,nthat to get the car fare to go to work in thenmorning I would swindle the blind newspapermannat the subway station.
black-and-white short-necked web-footed diving bird of northern seas
Men were walkingnthe streets of New York in that bloody, degradingnoutfit, the despised, the lowest of the low, walkingnaround like auks, like penguins, like oxen, likentrained seals, like patient donkeys, like bignjackasses, like crazy gorillas, like docile maniacsnnibbling at the dangling bait, like waltzing mice,nlike guinea pigs, liken31nsquirrels, like rabbits, and many and many a onenwas fit to govern the world, to write tile greatestnbook ever written.
I had a few American Indians,nCherokees mostly, but no Tibetans, and nonEskimos: I saw names I could never have imaginednand handwriting which ranged from cuneiform tonthe sophisticated and astoundingly beautifulncalligraphy of the Chinese.
the crease at the junction of the inner part of the thigh with the trunk together with the adjacent region and often including the external genitals
But going over thenbridge the sun setting, the skyscrapers gleamingnlike phosphorescent cadavers, the remembrancenof the past set in ... remembrance of going backnand forth over the bridge, going to a job which wasndeath, returning to a home which was a morgue,nmemorizing Faust looking down into the cemetery,nspitting into the cemetery from the elevated train,nthe same guard on the platform every morning, annimbecile, the other imbeciles reading theirnnewspapers, new skyscrapers going up, ne...
The whole system was so rotten, soninhuman, so lousy, so hopelessly corruptn19nand complicated, that it would have taken angenius to put any sense or order into it, to saynnothing of human kindness or consideration.
And things being temporarily out of ordernbrought on epilepsy, theft, vandalism, perversion,nniggers, Jews, whores and what-not - sometimesnstrikes and lockouts.
Finally I added another man to thenstaff - Kronski, a young medical student, who wasndiabolically interested in the pathological cases ofnwhich we had plenty.
I relatenthese incidents briefly and hurriedly as they flashnthrough my mind; my memory is packed withnthousands of such details, with a myriad faces,ngestures, tales, confessions all entwined andninterlaced like the stupendous reeling facade ofnsome Hindu temple made not of stone but of thenexperience of human flesh, a monstrous dreamnedifice built entirely of reality and yet not realitynitself but merely the vessel in which the mysterynof the human being is contained.
the tender meat of the loin muscle on each side of the vertebral column
In thenmidst of the most gruesome murder I could thinknof the pork tenderloin which we would be sure tonget at a certain place farther up the line andnwonder too what sort of vegetables they wouldnhave on the side to go with it, and whether I wouldnorder pie afterwards or a custard pudding.
relating to a structure made of bones and cartilage
The whole continentnwas on the slide - is still on the slide - and not onlynthe glands need regulating but the ball-bearing,nthe armature, the skeletal structure, the cerebrum,nthe cerebellum, the coccyx, the larynx, thenpancreas, the liver, the upper intestine and thenlower intestine, the heart, the kidneys, thentesticles, the womb, the Fallopian tubes, thenwhole god-damned works.
any of various shrubs and small trees of the genus Gardenia having large fragrant white or yellow flowers
Thenmusic is sprinkled with rat poison, with thenrattlesnake's venom, with the fetid breath of thengardenia, the spittle of the sacred yak, thenbolloxed sweat of the musk-rat, the leper's sugarcoatednnostalgia.
tightly stretched rope or wire on which acrobats perform high above the ground
Inwas walking again in Dreamland and a man wasnwalking above me on a tightrope and above him anman was sitting in an aeroplane spelling letters ofnsmoke in the sky.
The whole continentnwas on the slide - is still on the slide - and not onlynthe glands need regulating but the ball-bearing,nthe armature, the skeletal structure, the cerebrum,nthe cerebellum, the coccyx, the larynx, thenpancreas, the liver, the upper intestine and thenlower intestine, the heart, the kidneys, thentesticles, the womb, the Fallopian tubes, thenwhole god-damned works.
the great fleet sent from Spain against England by Philip II in 1588
Itnwas meant originally to be used only by snakesnand lizards, by the homed toad and the red heron,nbut when the great Spanish Armada was sunk thenhuman kind wriggled out of the ketch and sloppednover, creating by a sort of foul, ignominious squirmnand wiggle the cunt-like cleft that runs from thenBattery south to the golf links north through thendead and wormy centre of Manhattan Island.
Mr. Mallory of the Welfare League wouldnlike to know if I could spare a few minutes somentime to tell me about the model prisoners whonwere on parole and who would be glad to serve innany capacity, even as messengers.
a marine animal with a bulbous body and long tentacles
After putting things in order for thenbastards up above I had to be taken down from mynhigh horse, had to be kicked around like a football,nhad to be stepped on, squelched, humiliated,nfettered, manacled, made impotent as a jellyfish.
Each collar button was an ovarynthat had come unglued, an illustration out of thendictionary without benefit of lucubration;nlacklustre in the cold yellow fat of the eyeballneach buttoned ovary produced a subterraneannchill, the skating rink of hell where men stoodnupside down in the ice, the legs free and waitingnfor a bite.
I was so furious that I took on anything andneverything; I would have taken on broncos andngorillas if I could have imbued them with thenmodicum of intelligence which was necessary tondeliver messages.
pass gradually or leak or as if through small openings
I wasnjumping from the bridge head first, down into thenprimeval ooze, the legs dear and waiting for a bite;nlike that Satan had plunged through the heavens,nthrough the solidn48ncore of the earth, head down and ramming throughnto the very hub of the earth, the darkest, densest,nhottest pit of hell.
From the hub of the bull-frog'sneye radiated dean white spokes of sheer luciditynnot to be annotated or categorized, not to bennumbered or defined, but revolving sightless innkaleidoscopic change.
It would have been better if,nlike the mad Czolgosz, I had shot some goodnPresident McKinley, some gentle, insignificantnsoul like that who had never done anyone the leastnharm.
I could see Hymie arriving at eightnsharp, the switchboard already buzzing withndemands for help, the applicants climbing up thenwide wooden stairway, the strong smell ofncamphor from the dressing room.
infectious disease characterized by inflammation of the meninges (the tissues that surround the brain or spinal cord) usually caused by a bacterial infection; symptoms include headache and stiff neck and fever and nausea
It also began with loud smellynfarts, with bad breaths, with ragged nerves, withnepilepsy, with meningitis, with low wages, withnback pay that was overdue, with worn-out shoes,nwith corns and bunions, with flat feet and brokennarches, with pocket books missing and fountainnpens lost or stolen, with telegrams floating in thensewer, with threats from the vice-president andnadvice from the managers, with wrangles andndisputes, with cloudbursts and broken telegraphnwires, with new methods...
Andnwhen he got through I felt for the first time thatnthere had really been a war and that the man I wasnlistening to had been in it and that despite hisnbravery the war had made him a coward and that ifnhe did any more killing it would be wide-awakenand in cold blood, and nobody would have the gutsnto send him to the electric chair because he hadnperformed his duty towards his fellow men, whichnwas to deny his own sacred instincts and soneverything was just and fair because one crim...
No race toncome, except perhaps the race of blind poets, willnever be able to imagine the seething chaos out ofnwhich this future history was composed.n65nChaos!
Like a softnprick slipping out of an overheated cunt I, the stillnunhatched, making a few abortive wriggles, butneither not dead and soft enough or else sperm-freenand skating ad astra, for it is still not dinner and anperistaltic frenzy takes possession of the upperncolon, the hypo-gastric region, the umbilical andnthe post-pineal lobe.
So, on the ovarianntrolley there was this voyage of man and bull-frogncomposed of identical stuff, neither better nor lessnthan Dante but infinitely different, the one notnknowing precisely the meaning of anything, thenother knowing too precisely the meaning ofneverything, hence both lost and confused throughnbeginnings and endings, finally to be deposited atnJava or India Street, Greenpoint, there to bencarried back into the current of life, so-called, by ancouple of sawdust moils wi...
I was so furious that I took on anything andneverything; I would have taken on broncos andngorillas if I could have imbued them with thenmodicum of intelligence which was necessary tondeliver messages.
I am of the very essencenof that proud, boastful Nordic people who havennever had the least sense of adventure but whonnevertheless have scoured the earth, turned itnupside down, scattering relics and ruinsneverywhere.
in the act of committing a crime or other reprehensible act
My friend MacGregor standing atnthe sink scrubbing his cock... the abortionists onnthe East Side caught red-handed ... the nuns layingnin bed and masturbating one another ... thenauctioneer with an alarm in his hand ... thentelephone girls at the switchboard ...
In the same cunty deft, trapped andnundazzled, millions have walked before me, amongnthem one, Blaise Cendrars, who afterwards flew tonthe moon, thence back to earth and up the Orinoconimpersonating a wild man but actually sound as anbutton, though no longer vulnerable, no longernmortal, a splendiferous hulk of a poem dedicatednto the archipelago of insomnia.
Andnonce it happened that we did get a bonus and Inpaid Hymie back to the last penny - which sonamazed him that he took me out that night tonDelmonico's and spent a fortune on me.
anterior part of the brain consisting of two hemispheres
The whole continentnwas on the slide - is still on the slide - and not onlynthe glands need regulating but the ball-bearing,nthe armature, the skeletal structure, the cerebrum,nthe cerebellum, the coccyx, the larynx, thenpancreas, the liver, the upper intestine and thenlower intestine, the heart, the kidneys, thentesticles, the womb, the Fallopian tubes, thenwhole god-damned works.
But going over thenbridge the sun setting, the skyscrapers gleamingnlike phosphorescent cadavers, the remembrancenof the past set in ... remembrance of going backnand forth over the bridge, going to a job which wasndeath, returning to a home which was a morgue,nmemorizing Faust looking down into the cemetery,nspitting into the cemetery from the elevated train,nthe same guard on the platform every morning, annimbecile, the other imbeciles reading theirnnewspapers, new skyscrapers going...
a large gland that secretes insulin and digestive enzymes
The whole continentnwas on the slide - is still on the slide - and not onlynthe glands need regulating but the ball-bearing,nthe armature, the skeletal structure, the cerebrum,nthe cerebellum, the coccyx, the larynx, thenpancreas, the liver, the upper intestine and thenlower intestine, the heart, the kidneys, thentesticles, the womb, the Fallopian tubes, thenwhole god-damned works.
After putting things in order for thenbastards up above I had to be taken down from mynhigh horse, had to be kicked around like a football,nhad to be stepped on, squelched, humiliated,nfettered, manacled, made impotent as a jellyfish.
Christ will never more comendown to earth nor will there be any law-giver, nornwill murder cease nor theft, nor rape, and yet...nand yet one expects something, somethingnterrifyingly marvellous and absurd, perhaps a coldnlobster with mayonnaise served gratis, perhaps anninvention, like the electric light, like television,nonly more devastating, more soul rending, anninvention unthinkable that will bring a shatteringncalm and void, not the calm and void of death butnof life such as the...
On one side of thenledger are the books man has written, containingnsuch a hodge-podge of wisdom and nonsense, ofntruth and falsehood, that if one lived to be as oldnas Methuselah one couldn't disentangle the mess;non the other side of the ledger things like toennails, hair, teeth, blood, ovaries, if you will, allnincalculable and all written in another kind of ink,nin another script, an incomprehensible,nundecipherable script.
Incan think of no more evocative image to conveynthe atmosphere of this place than the painting bynHieronymus Bosch in which the magician, afternthe manner of a dentist extracting a live nerve, isnrepresented as the deliverer of insanity.
Today, when I thinknof the circumstances under which I wrote thatnbook, when I think of the overwhelming materialnwhich I tried to put into form, when I think of whatnI hoped to encompass, I pat myself on the back, Ingive myself a double A. I am proud of the fact thatnI made such a miserable failure of it; had Insucceeded I would have been a monster.
of or relating to or characteristic of Java or its inhabitants or its language
I had two brothers who were still sunworshippers,ntwo Nestorians from the old Assyriannworld; I had two Maltese twins from Malta and andescendant of the Mayas from Yucatan; I had anfew of our little brown brothers from thenPhilippines and some Ethiopians from Abyssinia; Inhad men from the pampas of Argentina andnstranded cowboys from Montana; I had Greeks,nLetts, Poles, Croats, Slovenes, Ruthenians,nCzechs, Spaniards, Welshmen, Finns, Swedes,nRussians, Danes, Mexicans, Porton30nRicans, Cuban...
And to make itnworse Valeska takes "it" under her wing, takes "it"nhome that night and under pretense of sympathyngives "it" a thorough examination, including anvaginal exploration with the index finger of thenright hand.
Hymie the bull-frog was ann49novarian spud generated in the high passagenbetween two shores: for him the skyscrapers hadnbeen built, the wilderness cleared, the Indiansnmassacred, the buffaloes exterminated; for himnthe twin dries had been joined by the BrooklynnBridge, the caissons sunk, the cables strung fromntower to tower; for him men sat upside down in thensky writing words in fire and smoke; for him thenanaesthetic was invented and the high forcepsnand the big Bertha which could destro...
protective secretion of membranes lining internal organs
The great dynamic soul caught in the click of thencamera's eye, in the heat of rut, bloodless as anfish, slippery as mucus, the soul of the peoplenmiscegenating on the sea floor, pop-eyed withnlonging, harrowed with lust.
I had two brothers who were still sunworshippers,ntwo Nestorians from the old Assyriannworld; I had two Maltese twins from Malta and andescendant of the Mayas from Yucatan; I had anfew of our little brown brothers from thenPhilippines and some Ethiopians from Abyssinia; Inhad men from the pampas of Argentina andnstranded cowboys from Montana; I had Greeks,nLetts, Poles, Croats, Slovenes, Ruthenians,nCzechs, Spaniards, Welshmen, Finns, Swedes,nRussians, Danes, Mexicans, Porton30nRicans...
battleship that has big guns all of the same caliber
One after thenother, all the same, all goaded to desperation, outnof the goad and whip of hunger building the loftiestnskyscrapers, the most redoubtable dreadnoughts,nmaking the finest steel, the flimsiest lace, thenmost delicate glassware.
So that the American people maynenjoy the fastest form of communication known tonman, so that they may sell their wares morenquickly, so that the moment you drop dead in thenstreet your next of kin may be appraisednimmediately, that is to say within an hour, unlessnthe messenger to whom the telegram is entrustedndecides to throw up the job and throw the wholenbatch of telegrams in the garbage can.
Whatnwas needed was a mechanic, but according to thenlogic of the higher-ups there was nothing wrongnwith the mechanism, everything was fine andndandy except that things were temporarily out ofnorder.
I sawnthe Horatio Alger hero, the dream of a sicknAmerican, mounting higher and -higher, firstnmessenger, then operator, then manager, thennchief, then superintendent, then vice-president,nthen president, then trust magnate, then beernbaron, then Lord of all the Americas, the moneyngod, the god of gods, the clay of clay, nullity onnhigh, zero with ninety-seven thousand decimalsnfore and aft.
rupture in tissue through which a bodily structure protrudes
SisternAntolina lying in the convent bed, her guts trussednup, her arms akimbo and waiting for thenResurrection, waiting, waiting for life withoutnhernia, without intercourse, without sin, withoutnevil, meanwhile nibbling a few animal crackers, anpimento, some fancy olives, a little head cheese.
trouble that cannot be overcome by a single effort because of its many aspects or its persistent and pervasive quality
And yet,nsomehow, I preferred these animated stomachs tonthe hydra-headed sorrow of the Jew. At bottom Incouldn't feel sorry for Kronski - I would have tonfeel sorry for his whole tribe.
Meanwhile Hymie kept taking catharticnpills -enough to blow out his rear end if he had badna rear end, but he hadn't one any more, he onlynimagined he was taking a crap, he only imaginednhe was shitting on his can.
an ancient wedge-shaped script used in Mesopotamia
I had a few American Indians,nCherokees mostly, but no Tibetans, and nonEskimos: I saw names I could never have imaginednand handwriting which ranged from cuneiform tonthe sophisticated and astoundingly beautifulncalligraphy of the Chinese.
I walked into thenemployment bureau of the telegraph company - thenCosmodemonic Telegraph Company of NorthnAmerica - towards the dose of the day, prepared tongo through with it.
a drug that causes temporary loss of bodily sensations
Hymie the bull-frog was ann49novarian spud generated in the high passagenbetween two shores: for him the skyscrapers hadnbeen built, the wilderness cleared, the Indiansnmassacred, the buffaloes exterminated; for himnthe twin dries had been joined by the BrooklynnBridge, the caissons sunk, the cables strung fromntower to tower; for him men sat upside down in thensky writing words in fire and smoke; for him thenanaesthetic was invented and the high forcepsnand the big Bertha which could...
a small dynamo with a secondary winding that produces a high voltage enabling a spark to jump between the poles of a spark plug in a gasoline engine
FromnTimes Square to Fiftieth Street all that St. Thomasn90nAquinas forgot to include in his magnum opus isnhere included, which is to say among other things,nhamburger sandwiches, collar buttons, poodlendogs, slot machines, grey bowlers, typewriternribbons, oranges sticks, free toilets, sanitarynnapkins, mint jujubes, billiard balls, choppednonions, crinkled doylies, manholes, chewing gum,nsidecars and sour-balls, cellophane, cord tyres,nmagnetos, horse liniment, cough drops, feenami...
influence or urge by gentle urging, caressing, or flattering
Every onenis so utterly, confoundedly not himself that younbecome automatically the personification of thenwhole human race, shaking hands with a thousandnhuman hands, cackling with a thousand differentnhuman tongues, cursing, applauding, whistling,ncrooning, soliloquizing, orating, gesticulating,nurinating, fecundating, wheedling, cajoling,nwhimpering, bartering, pimping, caterwauling, andnso on and so forth.
Between the dangling tentaclesnthe music shimmers and flashes, now breaks in ancascade of sperm and rose water, forms again intonan oily spout, a column standing erect withoutnfeet, collapses again like chalk, leaving the uppernpart of the leg phosphorescent, a zebra standing inna pool of golden marshmallow, one leg striped, thenother molten.
Cold energy trapped by cunning brutes and thennset free like explosive rockets, wheels, intricatelyninterwheeled to give the illusion of force andnspeed some for light, some for power, some fornmotion, words wired by maniacs and mounted likenfake teeth, perfect, and repulsive as lepers,ningratiating, soft, slippery, nonsensical movement,nvertical, horizontal, circular, between walls andnthrough walls, for pleasure, for barter, for crime;nfor sex;nall light, movement, power impersonall...
a small organ that synthesizes and secretes chemicals
Pretending that henunderstood the secret regulations of the glands,ninvested with the powers of a mediaeval monarch,noblivious of the pain he inflicted, ignorant ofneverything butn38nhis medical knowledge, he went to work on thenhuman organism like a plumber sets to work onnthe underground drainpipes.
But going over thenbridge the sun setting, the skyscrapers gleamingnlike phosphorescent cadavers, the remembrancenof the past set in ... remembrance of going backnand forth over the bridge, going to a job which wasndeath, returning to a home which was a morgue,nmemorizing Faust looking down into the cemetery,nspitting into the cemetery from the elevated train,nthe same guard on the platform every morning, annimbecile, the other imbeciles reading theirnnewspapers, new skyscrapers going...
Well, atnfirst I was probably sorry for him and perhaps nownand then I called at his house to inquire about him;nbut after a month or two had elapsed I grew quitencallous about his suffering.
(Roman Catholic Church) Italian theologian and Doctor of the Church who is remembered for his attempt to reconcile faith and reason in a comprehensive theology; presented philosophical proofs of the existence of God (1225-1274)
Broadway,nsuch as I see it now and have seen it for twentyfivenyears, is a ramp that was conceived by St.nThomas Aquinas while he was yet in the womb.
The Mayor of NewnYork would appreciate it if I would give mynpersonal attention to the bearer of the said letternwhom he could vouch for in every way -but whynthe hell he didn't give said bearer a job himselfnwas an24nmystery.
From the idea of diseasednovaries there germinated in one lightning-like flashna sort of tropical growth made up of the mostnheterogeneous assortment of odds and ends in thenmidst of which, securely lodged, tenaciouslynlodged, I might say, were Dante and Shakespeare.
I sat riveted to my desk and I travellednaround the world at lightning speed, and I learnednthat everywhere it is the same -hunger,nhumiliation, ignorance, vice, greed, extortion,nchicanery, torture, despotism: the inhumanity ofnman to man: the fetters, the harness, the halter,nthe bridle, the whip, the spurs.
The absolutenimpersonality of it brings you to a pitch of warmnhuman delirium which makes you run forward likena blind nag and wag your delirious ears.
in essence; at bottom or by one's (or its) very nature
Whereupon, according to thisnlogic, you took a big broom and you swept thenstable dean, or you took clubs and guns and younbeat sense into the poor idiots who were sufferingnfrom the illusion that things were fundamentallynwrong.
It's only a stretch of a fewnblocks from Times Square to Fiftieth Street, andnwhen one says Broadway that's all that's reallynmeant and it's really nothing, just a chicken runnand a lousy one at that, but at seven in thenevening when everybody's rushing for a tablenthere's a sort of electric crackle in the air and yournhair stands on end like an antennae and if you'renreceptive you not only get every bash and flickernbut you get the statistical itch, the quid pro quo ofnthe interactive, inte...
a local and habitual twitching, especially in the face
She has thenloose, jaunty swing and perch of the doublebarrellednsex, all her movements radiating fromnthe groin, always in equilibrium, always ready tonflow, to wind and twist, and clutch, the eyes goingntic-toc, the toes twitching and twinkling, the fleshnrippling like a lake furrowed by a breeze.
a medical facility that treats people with chronic illnesses
Over this cesspool the spirit of work weaves anmagic wand; palaces and factories spring up sidenby side, and munition plants and chemical worksnand steel mills and sanatoriums and prisons andninsane asylums.
I saw the tracks they left on thenhighways, then29nfreight trains lying on the floor, the parents in rags,nthe coal box empty, the sink running over, thenwalls sweating and between the cold beads ofnsweat the cockroaches running like mad; I sawnthem hobbling along like twisted gnomes or fallingnbackwards in the epileptic frenzy, the mouthntwitching, thesaliva pouring from the lips, thenlimbs writhing; I saw the walls giving way and thenpest pouring out like a winged fluid, and the men...
willful and malicious destruction of the property of others
And things being temporarily out of ordernbrought on epilepsy, theft, vandalism, perversion,nniggers, Jews, whores and what-not - sometimesnstrikes and lockouts.
The drooling notes are the foam andndribble of the epileptic, the night sweat of thenfornicating nigger frigged by the Jew. All Americanis in the trombone's smear, that frazzlednbrokendown whinny of the gangrened sea cowsnstationed off Point Loma, Pawtucket, CapenHatteras, Labrador, Camarsie and intermediatenpoints.
I was so furious that I took on anything andneverything; I would have taken on broncos andngorillas if I could have imbued them with thenmodicum of intelligence which was necessary tondeliver messages.
one of the two male reproductive glands that produce spermatozoa and secrete androgens
The whole continentnwas on the slide - is still on the slide - and not onlynthe glands need regulating but the ball-bearing,nthe armature, the skeletal structure, the cerebrum,nthe cerebellum, the coccyx, the larynx, thenpancreas, the liver, the upper intestine and thenlower intestine, the heart, the kidneys, thentesticles, the womb, the Fallopian tubes, thenwhole god-damned works.
I wentnimmediately to the main offices of the telegraphncompany ... up to the 25th floor or wherever it wasnthat the president and the vice-presi-n17ndents had their cubicles.
Hymie the bull-frog was ann49novarian spud generated in the high passagenbetween two shores: for him the skyscrapers hadnbeen built, the wilderness cleared, the Indiansnmassacred, the buffaloes exterminated; for himnthe twin dries had been joined by the BrooklynnBridge, the caissons sunk, the cables strung fromntower to tower; for him men sat upside down in thensky writing words in fire and smoke; for him thenanaesthetic was invented and the high forcepsnand the big Bertha which could...
Pretending that henunderstood the secret regulations of the glands,ninvested with the powers of a mediaeval monarch,noblivious of the pain he inflicted, ignorant ofneverything butn38nhis medical knowledge, he went to work on thenhuman organism like a plumber sets to work onnthe underground drainpipes.
I wasnjumping from the bridge head first, down into thenprimeval ooze, the legs dear and waiting for a bite;nlike that Satan had plunged through the heavens,nthrough the solidn48ncore of the earth, head down and ramming throughnto the very hub of the earth, the darkest, densest,nhottest pit of hell.
Whatnwas needed was a mechanic, but according to thenlogic of the higher-ups there was nothing wrongnwith the mechanism, everything was fine andndandy except that things were temporarily out ofnorder.
Thenmusic is sprinkled with rat poison, with thenrattlesnake's venom, with the fetid breath of thengardenia, the spittle of the sacred yak, thenbolloxed sweat of the musk-rat, the leper's sugarcoatednnostalgia.
a person skilled in the logic of quantity and arrangement
I heard men beg fornwork who had been Egyptologists, botanists,nsurgeons, gold-miners, professors of Orientalnlanguages, musicians, engineers, physicians,nastronomers, anthropologists, chemists,nmathematicians, mayors of cities and governors ofnstates, prison warders, cow-punchers,nlumberjacks, sailors, oyster pirates, stevedores,nriveters, dentists, surgeons, painters, sculptors,nplumbers, architects, dope peddlers, abortionists,nwhite slavers, sea divers, steeplejacks, farmers,ncloa...
protective garment worn by surgeons during operations
Standing knee-deep in the lava beds and my eyesnchoked with sperm; J. P. Morganana is placidlynwiping his ass while the telephone girls plug thenswitchboards, while dicks with rubber hosesnpractice the third degree, while my old friendnMacGregor scrubs the germs out of his cock andnsweetens it and examines it under thenmicroscope.
on or near an edge or constituting an outer boundary
Perhaps innreading this, one has still the impression of chaosnbut this is written from a live centre and what isnchaotic is merely peripheral, the tangental shreds,nas it were, of a world which no longer concernsnme.
the act of controlling or directing according to rule
The feelings of his subjectnwere of no importance to him; whatever reactionnhe succeeded in obtaining was merely andemonstration or manifestation of the lawsnregulating the operation of the internal glands ofnsecretion.
And whenevernthey quit they wanted their pay immediately,nwhich was impossible, because in the complicatednbookkeeping which ruled no one could say what anmessenger had earned until at least ten days later.
Every onenis so utterly, confoundedly not himself that younbecome automatically the personification of thenwhole human race, shaking hands with a thousandnhuman hands, cackling with a thousand differentnhuman tongues, cursing, applauding, whistling,ncrooning, soliloquizing, orating, gesticulating,nurinating, fecundating, wheedling, cajoling,nwhimpering, bartering, pimping, caterwauling, andnso on and so forth.
Thus men scurrying through a cunty deft of anstreet called Broadway every day at regular hours,nin search of this or that, tend to establish this andnthat, which is exactly the method ofnmathematicians, logicians, physicists,nastronomers and such like.
The earth is one greatnsentient being, a planet saturated through andnthrough with man, a live planet expressing itselfnfalteringly and stutteringly;nit is not the home of the white race or the blacknrace or the yellow race or the lost blue race, butnthe home of man and all men are equal before Godnand will have their chance, if not now then anmillion years hence.
an enclosure made of wire or metal bars in which birds or animals can be kept
And from the topmost ceiling ofnthis colossal edifice they had suspended a stringnof cages in which the imprisoned canaries warbledntheir senseless warble.
After putting things in order for thenbastards up above I had to be taken down from mynhigh horse, had to be kicked around like a football,nhad to be stepped on, squelched, humiliated,nfettered, manacled, made impotent as a jellyfish.
the part of the alimentary canal between the stomach and the anus
The whole continentnwas on the slide - is still on the slide - and not onlynthe glands need regulating but the ball-bearing,nthe armature, the skeletal structure, the cerebrum,nthe cerebellum, the coccyx, the larynx, thenpancreas, the liver, the upper intestine and thenlower intestine, the heart, the kidneys, thentesticles, the womb, the Fallopian tubes, thenwhole god-damned works.
It's in thenair, in the climate, in the ultra-grandiosenlandscape, in the stone forests that are lyingnhorizontal, in the torrential rivers that bite throughnthe rocky canyons, in the supra-normal distances,nthe supernal arid wastes, the over-lush crops, thenmonstrous fruits, the mixture of quixotic bloods,nthe fatras of cults, sects, beliefs, the opposition ofnlaws and languages, the contra-dictoriness ofntemperaments, principles, needs, requirements.
Men were walkingnthe streets of New York in that bloody, degradingnoutfit, the despised, the lowest of the low, walkingnaround like auks, like penguins, like oxen, likentrained seals, like patient donkeys, like bignjackasses, like crazy gorillas, like docile maniacsnnibbling at the dangling bait, like waltzing mice,nlike guinea pigs, liken31nsquirrels, like rabbits, and many and many a onenwas fit to govern the world, to write tile greatestnbook ever written.
the mathematical symbol 0 denoting absence of quantity
I sawnthe Horatio Alger hero, the dream of a sicknAmerican, mounting higher and -higher, firstnmessenger, then operator, then manager, thennchief, then superintendent, then vice-president,nthen president, then trust magnate, then beernbaron, then Lord of all the Americas, the moneyngod, the god of gods, the clay of clay, nullity onnhigh, zero with ninety-seven thousand decimalsnfore and aft.
Thenmusic is sprinkled with rat poison, with thenrattlesnake's venom, with the fetid breath of thengardenia, the spittle of the sacred yak, thenbolloxed sweat of the musk-rat, the leper's sugarcoatednnostalgia.
It's only a stretch of a fewnblocks from Times Square to Fiftieth Street, andnwhen one says Broadway that's all that's reallynmeant and it's really nothing, just a chicken runnand a lousy one at that, but at seven in thenevening when everybody's rushing for a tablenthere's a sort of electric crackle in the air and yournhair stands on end like an antennae and if you'renreceptive you not only get every bash and flickernbut you get the statistical itch, the quid pro quo ofnthe interactive, inte...
a flexible appendage adapted for grasping or feeling
Between the dangling tentaclesnthe music shimmers and flashes, now breaks in ancascade of sperm and rose water, forms again intonan oily spout, a column standing erect withoutnfeet, collapses again like chalk, leaving the uppernpart of the leg phosphorescent, a zebra standing inna pool of golden marshmallow, one leg striped, thenother molten.
deviating from what is considered moral or right or proper
I was fillednwith a perverse love of the thing-in-itself-not anphilosophic attachment, but a passionate,ndesperately passionate hunger, as if in thendiscarded, worthless thing which everyone ignorednthere was contained the secret of my ownnregeneration.
I was so furious that I took on anything andneverything; I would have taken on broncos andngorillas if I could have imbued them with thenmodicum of intelligence which was necessary tondeliver messages.
the sound made when someone forces breath through pursed lips
And just as one can whistle annairn62nof Bach and be thinking of a woman he wants tonsleep with, so, listening to O'Rourke, I would benthinking of the moment when he would stopntalking and say "what'll you have to eat?"
I saw the tracks they left on thenhighways, then29nfreight trains lying on the floor, the parents in rags,nthe coal box empty, the sink running over, thenwalls sweating and between the cold beads ofnsweat the cockroaches running like mad; I sawnthem hobbling along like twisted gnomes or fallingnbackwards in the epileptic frenzy, the mouthntwitching, thesaliva pouring from the lips, thenlimbs writhing; I saw the walls giving way and thenpest pouring out like a winged fluid, and the mennhigher...
One after thenother, all the same, all goaded to desperation, outnof the goad and whip of hunger building the loftiestnskyscrapers, the most redoubtable dreadnoughts,nmaking the finest steel, the flimsiest lace, thenmost delicate glassware.
In the same cunty deft, trapped andnundazzled, millions have walked before me, amongnthem one, Blaise Cendrars, who afterwards flew tonthe moon, thence back to earth and up the Orinoconimpersonating a wild man but actually sound as anbutton, though no longer vulnerable, no longernmortal, a splendiferous hulk of a poem dedicatednto the archipelago of insomnia.
an Italian poet famous for writing the Divine Comedy that describes a journey through Hell and purgatory and paradise guided by Virgil and his idealized Beatrice (1265-1321)
From the idea of diseasednovaries there germinated in one lightning-like flashna sort of tropical growth made up of the mostnheterogeneous assortment of odds and ends in thenmidst of which, securely lodged, tenaciouslynlodged, I might say, were Dante and Shakespeare.
Men were walkingnthe streets of New York in that bloody, degradingnoutfit, the despised, the lowest of the low, walkingnaround like auks, like penguins, like oxen, likentrained seals, like patient donkeys, like bignjackasses, like crazy gorillas, like docile maniacsnnibbling at the dangling bait, like waltzing mice,nlike guinea pigs, liken31nsquirrels, like rabbits, and many and many a onenwas fit to govern the world, to write tile greatestnbook ever written.
Like a softnprick slipping out of an overheated cunt I, the stillnunhatched, making a few abortive wriggles, butneither not dead and soft enough or else sperm-freenand skating ad astra, for it is still not dinner and anperistaltic frenzy takes possession of the upperncolon, the hypo-gastric region, the umbilical andnthe post-pineal lobe.
an extractor consisting of a pair of pincers used in medical treatment (especially for the delivery of babies)
Hymie the bull-frog was ann49novarian spud generated in the high passagenbetween two shores: for him the skyscrapers hadnbeen built, the wilderness cleared, the Indiansnmassacred, the buffaloes exterminated; for himnthe twin dries had been joined by the BrooklynnBridge, the caissons sunk, the cables strung fromntower to tower; for him men sat upside down in thensky writing words in fire and smoke; for him thenanaesthetic was invented and the high forcepsnand the big Bertha which could...
of or relating to the island or republic of Malta or its inhabitants
I had two brothers who were still sunworshippers,ntwo Nestorians from the old Assyriannworld; I had two Maltese twins from Malta and andescendant of the Mayas from Yucatan; I had anfew of our little brown brothers from thenPhilippines and some Ethiopians from Abyssinia; Inhad men from the pampas of Argentina andnstranded cowboys from Montana; I had Greeks,nLetts, Poles, Croats, Slovenes, Ruthenians,nCzechs, Spaniards, Welshmen, Finns, Swedes,nRussians, Danes, Mexicans, Porton30nRicans...
Over this cesspool the spirit of work weaves anmagic wand; palaces and factories spring up sidenby side, and munition plants and chemical worksnand steel mills and sanatoriums and prisons andninsane asylums.
Hymie the bull-frog was ann49novarian spud generated in the high passagenbetween two shores: for him the skyscrapers hadnbeen built, the wilderness cleared, the Indiansnmassacred, the buffaloes exterminated; for himnthe twin dries had been joined by the BrooklynnBridge, the caissons sunk, the cables strung fromntower to tower; for him men sat upside down in thensky writing words in fire and smoke; for him thenanaesthetic was invented and the high forcepsnand the big Bertha which could...
I heard men beg fornwork who had been Egyptologists, botanists,nsurgeons, gold-miners, professors of Orientalnlanguages, musicians, engineers, physicians,nastronomers, anthropologists, chemists,nmathematicians, mayors of cities and governors ofnstates, prison warders, cow-punchers,nlumberjacks, sailors, oyster pirates, stevedores,nriveters, dentists, surgeons, painters, sculptors,nplumbers, architects, dope peddlers, abortionists,nwhite slavers, sea divers, steeplejacks, farmers,ncloa...
a digestive disorder characterized by heartburn or nausea
Henry,nis to go and get yourself a frosted chocolate andnwhen you sit at the soda fountain keep your eyesnpeeled and forget about the destiny of mannbecause you might still find yourself a nice lay andna good dean lay will dean your ballbearing out andnleave a good taste in your mouth whereas this onlynbrings on dyspepsia, dandruff, halitosis,nencephalitis.
move suddenly or as if unable to control one's movements
If a woman should come alongnwho pleased his fancy - and for that she didn'tnhave to be either beautiful or sound of wind andnlimb - I knew he'd leave me in the lurch and beatnit.
a firm muscular gland in males at the neck of the urethra
And while fucking the company we fuckedneverything in sight that we could get hold of,nO'Rourke excepted, as he had a certain dignity tonmaintain, and besides he had trouble with hisnprostate and had lost all interest in fucking.
All thentrumpery and quackery of our scientificnpractitioners came to apotheosis in the person ofnthe suave sadist who operated this clinic with thenfull concurrence and connivance of the law.
FromnTimes Square to Fiftieth Street all that St. Thomasn90nAquinas forgot to include in his magnum opus isnhere included, which is to say among other things,nhamburger sandwiches, collar buttons, poodlendogs, slot machines, grey bowlers, typewriternribbons, oranges sticks, free toilets, sanitarynnapkins, mint jujubes, billiard balls, choppednonions, crinkled doylies, manholes, chewing gum,nsidecars and sour-balls, cellophane, cord tyres,nmagnetos, horse liniment, cough drops, feenamint,nand...
FromnTimes Square to Fiftieth Street all that St. Thomasn90nAquinas forgot to include in his magnum opus isnhere included, which is to say among other things,nhamburger sandwiches, collar buttons, poodlendogs, slot machines, grey bowlers, typewriternribbons, oranges sticks, free toilets, sanitarynnapkins, mint jujubes, billiard balls, choppednonions, crinkled doylies, manholes, chewing gum,nsidecars and sour-balls, cellophane, cord tyres,nmagnetos, horse liniment, cough drops, feenami...
It's in thenair, in the climate, in the ultra-grandiosenlandscape, in the stone forests that are lyingnhorizontal, in the torrential rivers that bite throughnthe rocky canyons, in the supra-normal distances,nthe supernal arid wastes, the over-lush crops, thenmonstrous fruits, the mixture of quixotic bloods,nthe fatras of cults, sects, beliefs, the opposition ofnlaws and languages, the contra-dictoriness ofntemperaments, principles, needs, requirements.
I saw the tracks they left on thenhighways, then29nfreight trains lying on the floor, the parents in rags,nthe coal box empty, the sink running over, thenwalls sweating and between the cold beads ofnsweat the cockroaches running like mad; I sawnthem hobbling along like twisted gnomes or fallingnbackwards in the epileptic frenzy, the mouthntwitching, thesaliva pouring from the lips, thenlimbs writhing; I saw the walls giving way and thenpest pouring out like a winged fluid, and the men...
He even insinuated that Inmight come home and fuck his wife, if I liked,nthough he warned me that she was having a littlentrouble at present with her ovaries.n28nIn addition to Hymie and McGovem I had asnassistants a pair of beautiful blondes who oftennaccompanied us to dinner in the evening.
I saw the tracks they left on thenhighways, then29nfreight trains lying on the floor, the parents in rags,nthe coal box empty, the sink running over, thenwalls sweating and between the cold beads ofnsweat the cockroaches running like mad; I sawnthem hobbling along like twisted gnomes or fallingnbackwards in the epileptic frenzy, the mouthntwitching, thesaliva pouring from the lips, thenlimbs writhing; I saw the walls giving way and thenpest pouring out like a winged fluid, and the men...
The drooling notes are the foam andndribble of the epileptic, the night sweat of thenfornicating nigger frigged by the Jew. All Americanis in the trombone's smear, that frazzlednbrokendown whinny of the gangrened sea cowsnstationed off Point Loma, Pawtucket, CapenHatteras, Labrador, Camarsie and intermediatenpoints.
I walked into thenemployment bureau of the telegraph company - thenCosmodemonic Telegraph Company of NorthnAmerica - towards the dose of the day, prepared tongo through with it.
Every onenis so utterly, confoundedly not himself that younbecome automatically the personification of thenwhole human race, shaking hands with a thousandnhuman hands, cackling with a thousand differentnhuman tongues, cursing, applauding, whistling,ncrooning, soliloquizing, orating, gesticulating,nurinating, fecundating, wheedling, cajoling,nwhimpering, bartering, pimping, caterwauling, andnso on and so forth.
But due to thenfact that my mother had a clutching womb, thatnshe held me in her grip like an octopus, I came outnunder another configuration - with a bad set-up, innother words.
And with the beautiful legs and thenbewitching eyes a marvellous line about Homer,nwith the pork and sauerkraut a verse of Sapho's,nthe Latin conjugations, the Odes of Pindar, withnthe dessert perhaps the Rubaiyat or Cynara.
Finally I added another man to thenstaff - Kronski, a young medical student, who wasndiabolically interested in the pathological cases ofnwhich we had plenty.
a black-and-white striped animal related to a horse
Between the dangling tentaclesnthe music shimmers and flashes, now breaks in ancascade of sperm and rose water, forms again intonan oily spout, a column standing erect withoutnfeet, collapses again like chalk, leaving the uppernpart of the leg phosphorescent, a zebra standing inna pool of golden marshmallow, one leg striped, thenother molten.
joint consisting of a line formed by joining two pieces
I remember himnvividly in thosen14nmoments when, pressing the hot iron against thenseam of a coat, he would stand with one hand overnthe other and look out of the window dreamily.
Men were walkingnthe streets of New York in that bloody, degradingnoutfit, the despised, the lowest of the low, walkingnaround like auks, like penguins, like oxen, likentrained seals, like patient donkeys, like bignjackasses, like crazy gorillas, like docile maniacsnnibbling at the dangling bait, like waltzing mice,nlike guinea pigs, liken31nsquirrels, like rabbits, and many and many a onenwas fit to govern the world, to write tile greatestnbook ever written.
I am of the very essencenof that proud, boastful Nordic people who havennever had the least sense of adventure but whonnevertheless have scoured the earth, turned itnupside down, scattering relics and ruinsneverywhere.
Perhaps I did possessnthese virtues but if so it was because I wasnindifferent: I could afford to be good, kind,ngenerous, loyal, and so forth, since I was free ofnenvy.
It's only a stretch of a fewnblocks from Times Square to Fiftieth Street, andnwhen one says Broadway that's all that's reallynmeant and it's really nothing, just a chicken runnand a lousy one at that, but at seven in thenevening when everybody's rushing for a tablenthere's a sort of electric crackle in the air and yournhair stands on end like an antennae and if you'renreceptive you not only get every bash and flickernbut you get the statistical itch, the quid pro quo ofnthe interactive
Greek lyric poet remembered for his odes (518?-438? BC)
And with the beautiful legs and thenbewitching eyes a marvellous line about Homer,nwith the pork and sauerkraut a verse of Sapho's,nthe Latin conjugations, the Odes of Pindar, withnthe dessert perhaps the Rubaiyat or Cynara.
I saw the tracks they left on thenhighways, then29nfreight trains lying on the floor, the parents in rags,nthe coal box empty, the sink running over, thenwalls sweating and between the cold beads ofnsweat the cockroaches running like mad; I sawnthem hobbling along like twisted gnomes or fallingnbackwards in the epileptic frenzy, the mouthntwitching, thesaliva pouring from the lips, thenlimbs writhing; I saw the walls giving way and thenpest pouring out like a winged fluid, and the men...
All thentrumpery and quackery of our scientificnpractitioners came to apotheosis in the person ofnthe suave sadist who operated this clinic with thenfull concurrence and connivance of the law.
I wasnjumping from the bridge head first, down into thenprimeval ooze, the legs dear and waiting for a bite;nlike that Satan had plunged through the heavens,nthrough the solidn48ncore of the earth, head down and ramming throughnto the very hub of the earth, the darkest, densest,nhottest pit of hell.
"I am sorry that I had to quit so soon,nbut the job was not fitted for my characternidleness and I am a true lover of labour andnfrugality but many a time we be unable to controlnor subdue our personal pride."
clothing of distinctive design worn by members of a group
Some of themngot lost in the subway or in the labyrinths undernthe skyscrapers; some rode around on thenelevated line all day because with a uniform it wasna free ride and perhaps they had never enjoyednriding around all day on the elevated lines.
I thoughtnof my grandfather sitting on the bench, the way henhad warned my mother one day that I was toonyoung to be reading so much, the pensive look innhis eyes as he pressed the hot iron against thenwet seam of a coat; I thought of the attack on SannJuan Hill which the Rough Riders had made, thenpicture of: Teddy .charging at the head of hisnvolunteers in the big book which I used to readnbeside the workbench; I thought of the battleshipnMaine that floated over my bed in the little roomnw...
Perhaps in every cage therenwould be a poet or a musician so that life belownmight flow on unimpeded, one with the stone, onenwith the forest, a rippling creaking chaos of nullnand void.
It also began with loud smellynfarts, with bad breaths, with ragged nerves, withnepilepsy, with meningitis, with low wages, withnback pay that was overdue, with worn-out shoes,nwith corns and bunions, with flat feet and brokennarches, with pocket books missing and fountainnpens lost or stolen, with telegrams floating in thensewer, with threats from the vice-president andnadvice from the managers, with wrangles andndisputes, with cloudbursts and broken telegraphnwires, with new methods...
Hymie the bull-frog was ann49novarian spud generated in the high passagenbetween two shores: for him the skyscrapers hadnbeen built, the wilderness cleared, the Indiansnmassacred, the buffaloes exterminated; for himnthe twin dries had been joined by the BrooklynnBridge, the caissons sunk, the cables strung fromntower to tower; for him men sat upside down in thensky writing words in fire and smoke; for him thenanaesthetic was invented and the high forcepsnand the big Bertha which could...
Wait, you cosmococcicntelegraphic shits, you demons on high waiting fornthe plumbing to be repaired, wait, you dirty whitenconquerors who have sullied the earth with yourncloven hooves, your instruments, your weapons,nyour disease germs, wait, all you who are sitting innclover and counting your coppers, it is not the end.
move without being stable, as if threatening to fall
You are seizednwith a sort of spiritual vertigo, you totter on thenbrink, your hair stands on end, you can't believenthat beneath your feet lies an immeasurablenabyss.
They had a terrificnanimal sense of adjustment, marvellous to beholdnif it had been truly animal, horrible to witnessnwhen you realized that it was nothing more thanndull German torpor, insensirivity.
a correctional institution used to detain persons who are in the lawful custody of the government (either accused persons awaiting trial or convicted persons serving a sentence)
It would have been better for mynpeace of mind, for my soul if I had expressed mynrebellion openly, if I had gone to jail for it, if I hadnrotted there and died.
It's only a stretch of a fewnblocks from Times Square to Fiftieth Street, andnwhen one says Broadway that's all that's reallynmeant and it's really nothing, just a chicken runnand a lousy one at that, but at seven in thenevening when everybody's rushing for a tablenthere's a sort of electric crackle in the air and yournhair stands on end like an antennae and if you'renreceptive you not only get every bash and flickernbut you get the statistical itch, the quid pro quo ofnthe interactiv...
The whole continentnwas on the slide - is still on the slide - and not onlynthe glands need regulating but the ball-bearing,nthe armature, the skeletal structure, the cerebrum,nthe cerebellum, the coccyx, the larynx, thenpancreas, the liver, the upper intestine and thenlower intestine, the heart, the kidneys, thentesticles, the womb, the Fallopian tubes, thenwhole god-damned works.
Everybody is caught with his pantsndown, including the strip teasers who wear nonpants, no beards, no moustaches, just a littlenpatch to cover their twinkling little cunts.
the smallest discrete quantity of some physical property
It's only a stretch of a fewnblocks from Times Square to Fiftieth Street, andnwhen one says Broadway that's all that's reallynmeant and it's really nothing, just a chicken runnand a lousy one at that, but at seven in thenevening when everybody's rushing for a tablenthere's a sort of electric crackle in the air and yournhair stands on end like an antennae and if you'renreceptive you not only get every bash and flickernbut you get the statistical itch, the quid pro quo ofnthe interactive, inte...
When the snow is on the groundnand there is the utmost silence there comes out ofnthe hideous buildings of New York a music of suchnsullen despair and bankruptcy as to make thenflesh shrivel.
Incan think of no more evocative image to conveynthe atmosphere of this place than the painting bynHieronymus Bosch in which the magician, afternthe manner of a dentist extracting a live nerve, isnrepresented as the deliverer of insanity.
It also began with loud smellynfarts, with bad breaths, with ragged nerves, withnepilepsy, with meningitis, with low wages, withnback pay that was overdue, with worn-out shoes,nwith corns and bunions, with flat feet and brokennarches, with pocket books missing and fountainnpens lost or stolen, with telegrams floating in thensewer, with threats from the vice-president andnadvice from the managers, with wrangles andndisputes, with cloudbursts and broken telegraphnwires, with new methods...
History may deny it, since I have played no part innthe history of my people, but even if everything Insay is wrong, isn13nprejudiced, spiteful, malevolent, even if I am a liarnand a poisoner, it is nevertheless the truth and itnwill have to be swallowed.
act in agreement and in secret towards a deceitful purpose
The turn of anphrase, the choice of an unfortunate adjective, thenfacility with which the words came to my Ups, thenallusions to subjects which were taboo -neverything conspired to set me off as an outlaw,nas an enemy to society.
an intelligent dog with a curly, solid-colored coat
FromnTimes Square to Fiftieth Street all that St. Thomasn90nAquinas forgot to include in his magnum opus isnhere included, which is to say among other things,nhamburger sandwiches, collar buttons, poodlendogs, slot machines, grey bowlers, typewriternribbons, oranges sticks, free toilets, sanitarynnapkins, mint jujubes, billiard balls, choppednonions, crinkled doylies, manholes, chewing gum,nsidecars and sour-balls, cellophane, cord tyres,nmagnetos, horse liniment, cough drops, feenami...
an act punishable by law; usually considered an evil act
I wanted to see thisnhappen purely out of vengeance, as atonement fornthe crimes that were committed against me andnagainst others like me who have never been ablento lift their voices and express their hatred, theirnrebellion, their legitimate blood lust.
a recompense for worthy acts or retribution for wrongdoing
It also began with loud smellynfarts, with bad breaths, with ragged nerves, withnepilepsy, with meningitis, with low wages, withnback pay that was overdue, with worn-out shoes,nwith corns and bunions, with flat feet and brokennarches, with pocket books missing and fountainnpens lost or stolen, with telegrams floating in thensewer, with threats from the vice-president andnadvice from the managers, with wrangles andndisputes, with cloudbursts and broken telegraphnwires, with new methods...
observe, check out, and look over carefully or inspect
But when you lookednat it up close, when you examined the pagesnseparately, or the parts separately, when younexamined one lone individual and what constitutednhim, examined the air he breathed, the life he led,nthe chances he risked, you saw something so foulnand degrading, so low, so miserable, so utterlynhopeless and senseless, that it was worse thannlooking into a volcano.
Insaw and got to know men who were saints, ifnthere are saints in this world; I saw and spoke tonsavants, crapulous and uncrapulous ones; Inlistened to men who had the divine fire in theirnbowels who could have convinced God Almightynthat they were worthy of another chance, but notnthe vice-president of the Cosmococcus TelegraphnCompany.
impressive because of unnecessary largeness or magnificence
It's in thenair, in the climate, in the ultra-grandiosenlandscape, in the stone forests that are lyingnhorizontal, in the torrential rivers that bite throughnthe rocky canyons, in the supra-normal distances,nthe supernal arid wastes, the over-lush crops, thenmonstrous fruits, the mixture of quixotic bloods,nthe fatras of cults, sects, beliefs, the opposition ofnlaws and languages, the contra-dictoriness ofntemperaments, principles, needs, requirements.
a fissure in the earth's crust through which gases erupt
But when you lookednat it up close, when you examined the pagesnseparately, or the parts separately, when younexamined one lone individual and what constitutednhim, examined the air he breathed, the life he led,nthe chances he risked, you saw something so foulnand degrading, so low, so miserable, so utterlynhopeless and senseless, that it was worse thannlooking into a volcano.
And while he's sobbing like that suddenlynthe telephone rings and it's the vice-president'snoffice - never the vice-president himself, butnalways his office -and they want this man Griswoldnfired immediately and I say Yes Sir! and I hang up.
the discipline dealing with the design of fine buildings
Always it seemed a little crazy to me,nthe earnestness with which he recounted hisnbanal murder stories in the midst of the greatestnmuddle of architecture that man had ever created.
He said he repented that he hadnresigned his post "but it was on account of hisnfather being too strict over him, not giving him anynrecreation or outside pleasure".
To want to change thencondition of affairs seemed futile to me; nothingnwould be altered, I was convinced, except by anchange of heart, and who could change the heartsnof men?
incapable of being perceived by the senses, especially touch
There were a hundred andnone offices to look after and each one had a staffnof messengers which was mythical, if notnhypothetical, and whether the messengers werenreal or unreal, tangible or intangible, Hymie had tonshuffle them about from morning to night while Inplugged up the holes, which was also imaginarynbecause who could say when a recruit had beenndispatched to an office whether he would arriventhere today or tomorrow or never.
a coil that rotates between the poles of an electromagnet
In the golden marshmallow dream ofnhappiness, in the dance of sodden piss andngasolene, the great soul of the American continentngallops like an octopus, all the sails unfurled, thenhatches down, the engine whirring like a dynamo.
He wantednme to tell him all about it, down to the last detail,nhis big hairy ears cocked to catch the least crumbnof information which would justify something ornother which was formulating itself inside his dome.
a correctional institution where persons are confined while on trial or for punishment
Over this cesspool the spirit of work weaves anmagic wand; palaces and factories spring up sidenby side, and munition plants and chemical worksnand steel mills and sanatoriums and prisons andninsane asylums.
One after thenother, all the same, all goaded to desperation, outnof the goad and whip of hunger building the loftiestnskyscrapers, the most redoubtable dreadnoughts,nmaking the finest steel, the flimsiest lace, thenmost delicate glassware.
either of two large northern marine mammals having ivory tusks and tough hide over thick blubber
You can lie in wait in a show-window,nlike a fourteen carat gold ring, or you can climbnthe side of a building like a human fly, but nothingnwill stop the procession, not even umbrellas flyingnat lightning speed, nor double-decked walrusesnmarching calmly to the oyster banks.
It's in thenair, in the climate, in the ultra-grandiosenlandscape, in the stone forests that are lyingnhorizontal, in the torrential rivers that bite throughnthe rocky canyons, in the supra-normal distances,nthe supernal arid wastes, the over-lush crops, thenmonstrous fruits, the mixture of quixotic bloods,nthe fatras of cults, sects, beliefs, the opposition ofnlaws and languages, the contra-dictoriness ofntemperaments, principles, needs, requirements.
the tendency of something to stay in rest or motion
Wherever there is coldnthere are people who work themselves to the bonenand when they produce young they preach to thenyoung the gospel of work -which is nothing, atnbottom, but the doctrine of inertia.
a rounded projection that is part of a larger structure
Like a softnprick slipping out of an overheated cunt I, the stillnunhatched, making a few abortive wriggles, butneither not dead and soft enough or else sperm-freenand skating ad astra, for it is still not dinner and anperistaltic frenzy takes possession of the upperncolon, the hypo-gastric region, the umbilical andnthe post-pineal lobe.
a physicist who studies celestial bodies and the universe
I heard men beg fornwork who had been Egyptologists, botanists,nsurgeons, gold-miners, professors of Orientalnlanguages, musicians, engineers, physicians,nastronomers, anthropologists, chemists,nmathematicians, mayors of cities and governors ofnstates, prison warders, cow-punchers,nlumberjacks, sailors, oyster pirates, stevedores,nriveters, dentists, surgeons, painters, sculptors,nplumbers, architects, dope peddlers, abortionists,nwhite slavers, sea divers, steeplejacks, farmers,ncloa...
very sad, especially involving grief or death or destruction
Innthe midst of my explanation it suddenly seemed sonprofoundly tragic and ridiculous that Hymienshouldn't know what ovaries were that I becamendrunk, as drunk I mean as if I had a quart ofnwhisky under my belt.
You are seizednwith a sort of spiritual vertigo, you totter on thenbrink, your hair stands on end, you can't believenthat beneath your feet lies an immeasurablenabyss.
consisting of elements not of the same kind or nature
From the idea of diseasednovaries there germinated in one lightning-like flashna sort of tropical growth made up of the mostnheterogeneous assortment of odds and ends in thenmidst of which, securely lodged, tenaciouslynlodged, I might say, were Dante and Shakespeare.
It's only a stretch of a fewnblocks from Times Square to Fiftieth Street, andnwhen one says Broadway that's all that's reallynmeant and it's really nothing, just a chicken runnand a lousy one at that, but at seven in thenevening when everybody's rushing for a tablenthere's a sort of electric crackle in the air and yournhair stands on end like an antennae and if you'renreceptive you not only get every bash and flickernbut you get the statistical itch, the quid pro quo ofnthe interactiv...
Wait, you cosmococcicntelegraphic shits, you demons on high waiting fornthe plumbing to be repaired, wait, you dirty whitenconquerors who have sullied the earth with yourncloven hooves, your instruments, your weapons,nyour disease germs, wait, all you who are sitting innclover and counting your coppers, it is not the end.
An hournafter he was shovelled under they were saying ofnthe defunct - "he was always so good-natured" - asnthough the person in mind were dead a thousandnyears, a character of history, or a personage out ofnNibelungen Lied.
bring into conformity with rules, principles, or usage
The feelings of his subjectnwere of no importance to him; whatever reactionnhe succeeded in obtaining was merely andemonstration or manifestation of the lawsnregulating the operation of the internal glands ofnsecretion.
I sat riveted to my desk and I travellednaround the world at lightning speed, and I learnednthat everywhere it is the same -hunger,nhumiliation, ignorance, vice, greed, extortion,nchicanery, torture, despotism: the inhumanity ofnman to man: the fetters, the harness, the halter,nthe bridle, the whip, the spurs.
She has thenloose, jaunty swing and perch of the doublebarrellednsex, all her movements radiating fromnthe groin, always in equilibrium, always ready tonflow, to wind and twist, and clutch, the eyes goingntic-toc, the toes twitching and twinkling, the fleshnrippling like a lake furrowed by a breeze.
To want to change thencondition of affairs seemed futile to me; nothingnwould be altered, I was convinced, except by anchange of heart, and who could change the heartsnof men?
a gray or white wading bird with long neck and long legs
Itnwas meant originally to be used only by snakesnand lizards, by the homed toad and the red heron,nbut when the great Spanish Armada was sunk thenhuman kind wriggled out of the ketch and sloppednover, creating by a sort of foul, ignominious squirmnand wiggle the cunt-like cleft that runs from thenBattery south to the golf links north through thendead and wormy centre of Manhattan Island.
Every onenis so utterly, confoundedly not himself that younbecome automatically the personification of thenwhole human race, shaking hands with a thousandnhuman hands, cackling with a thousand differentnhuman tongues, cursing, applauding, whistling,ncrooning, soliloquizing, orating, gesticulating,nurinating, fecundating, wheedling, cajoling,nwhimpering, bartering, pimping, caterwauling, andnso on and so forth.
It would have been better if,nlike the mad Czolgosz, I had shot some goodnPresident McKinley, some gentle, insignificantnsoul like that who had never done anyone the leastnharm.
ancient city to the southeast of Naples that was buried by a volcanic eruption from Vesuvius
I remembernit because it seemedn44nutterly incongruous to be listening to a manntalking about Mt. Aetna and Vesuvius and Caprinand Pompeii and Morocco and Paris on the comernof Sixth Avenue and 49th St., Manhattan.
Thenmusic is sprinkled with rat poison, with thenrattlesnake's venom, with the fetid breath of thengardenia, the spittle of the sacred yak, thenbolloxed sweat of the musk-rat, the leper's sugarcoatednnostalgia.
I wanted to see thisnhappen purely out of vengeance, as atonement fornthe crimes that were committed against me andnagainst others like me who have never been ablento lift their voices and express their hatred, theirnrebellion, their legitimate blood lust.
There were a hundred andnone offices to look after and each one had a staffnof messengers which was mythical, if notnhypothetical, and whether the messengers werenreal or unreal, tangible or intangible, Hymie had tonshuffle them about from morning to night while Inplugged up the holes, which was also imaginarynbecause who could say when a recruit had beenndispatched to an office whether he would arriventhere today or tomorrow or never.
From the top of thenEmpire State Building I looked down one nightnupon the city which I knew from below: there theynwere, in true perspective, the human ants withnwhom I had crawled, the human lice with whom Inhad struggled.
Whereever Inwent I fomented discord - not because I wasnidealistic but because I was like a searchlightnexposing the stupidity and futility of everything.
In the golden marshmallow dream ofnhappiness, in the dance of sodden piss andngasolene, the great soul of the American continentngallops like an octopus, all the sails unfurled, thenhatches down, the engine whirring like a dynamo.
Yountake the dominoes and you make tall battleshipsnout of them; then you gently pull the tablecloth onnwhich the battleships are floating until they comento the edgen55nof the table when suddenly you give a brisk tugnand they fall on to the floor.
Well, atnfirst I was probably sorry for him and perhaps nownand then I called at his house to inquire about him;nbut after a month or two had elapsed I grew quitencallous about his suffering.
In thenmidst of the most gruesome murder I could thinknof the pork tenderloin which we would be sure tonget at a certain place farther up the line andnwonder too what sort of vegetables they wouldnhave on the side to go with it, and whether I wouldnorder pie afterwards or a custard pudding.
a communication that is written or spoken or signaled
It took ten minutes to reach San Francisconover the wire, but it might take a year to get thenmessage to the man whom it was intended for - ornit might never reach him.
an officer of the church who is in charge of sacred objects
He had deaned up twice in Wall Street and yet,nbefore coming to me for a job, he had gotten nonfurther than to be a sexton of a church in somenlittle town.
precipitation consisting of a mixture of rain and snow
If the snow were a foot thicknor the ground covered with sleet, even the devilnhimself might be excused for not shuffling thenwaybills around more speedily, and thenemployment manager might also be excused fornnot filling up the holes on such days,n23nno?
supported or kept from sinking or falling by buoyancy
Maybe, being upnhigh between the two shores, suspended aboventhe traffic, above life and death, on each side thenhigh tombs, tombs blazing with dying sunlight, thenriver flowing heedlessly, flowing on like time itself,nmaybe each time I passed up there, somethingnwas tugging away at me, urging me to take it in, tonannounce myself, anyway each time I passed onnhigh I was truly alone, and whenever thatnhappened the book commenced to write itself,nscreaming the things which I never breat...
any of the short curved hairs that grow from the edges of the eyelids
There must have been millions of them likenhim, big children with machine guns who couldnwipe out whole regiments without batting anneyelash; but back in the work trenches, without anweapon, without a clear, visible enemy, they werenhelpless as ants.
a person who works in a prison and is in charge of prisoners
I heard men beg fornwork who had been Egyptologists, botanists,nsurgeons, gold-miners, professors of Orientalnlanguages, musicians, engineers, physicians,nastronomers, anthropologists, chemists,nmathematicians, mayors of cities and governors ofnstates, prison warders, cow-punchers,nlumberjacks, sailors, oyster pirates, stevedores,nriveters, dentists, surgeons, painters, sculptors,nplumbers, architects, dope peddlers, abortionists,nwhite slavers, sea divers, steeplejacks, farmers,ncloa...
It also began with loud smellynfarts, with bad breaths, with ragged nerves, withnepilepsy, with meningitis, with low wages, withnback pay that was overdue, with worn-out shoes,nwith corns and bunions, with flat feet and brokennarches, with pocket books missing and fountainnpens lost or stolen, with telegrams floating in thensewer, with threats from the vice-president andnadvice from the managers, with wrangles andndisputes, with cloudbursts and broken telegraphnwires, with new methods of eff...
Suddenly innthe midst of a harrowing confession, he stoppednshort, gave a quick look about, like a man who hasnsuddenly come to, and then, with the rapidity andnthe force which only a madman can summon henmade a tremendous leap across the room andncrashed his skull against the stone wall...
a social scientist specializing in the study of humanity
I heard men beg fornwork who had been Egyptologists, botanists,nsurgeons, gold-miners, professors of Orientalnlanguages, musicians, engineers, physicians,nastronomers, anthropologists, chemists,nmathematicians, mayors of cities and governors ofnstates, prison warders, cow-punchers,nlumberjacks, sailors, oyster pirates, stevedores,nriveters, dentists, surgeons, painters, sculptors,nplumbers, architects, dope peddlers, abortionists,nwhite slavers, sea divers, steeplejacks, farmers,ncloa...
The plate and what's on it, through thenpredatory power of the intestinal apparatus,ncommands attention and unifies the spirit, firstnhypnotizing it, then slowly swallowing it, thennmasticating it, then absorbing it.
So I begannto talk at random, about Anatole France at first,nand then about other writers, and finally, when Infelt that I was losing him, I suddenly switched tonGeneral Ivolgin, and with that he began to laugh,nnot a laugh either, but a cackle, a hideous cackle,nlike a rooster with its head on the block.
Thus men scurrying through a cunty deft of anstreet called Broadway every day at regular hours,nin search of this or that, tend to establish this andnthat, which is exactly the method ofnmathematicians, logicians, physicists,nastronomers and such like.
Whatever thisnwas, the Word, disease or creation, it was stillnrunning rampant; it would run on and on, outstripntime and space, outlast the angels, unseat God,nunhook the universe.
Perhaps the wholenevening they had been amused by my stories,nperhaps I had them in stitches, as it oftennhappened, and everything seemed to augur well.
In fact, everybodynwas being exploited - the president and his gangnby the unseen powers, the employees by thenofficials, and so on and around, in and out andnthrough the whole works.
cause somebody to adopt a certain position or belief
Thennanother letter saying that his wife had refused tonsleep with him because she didn't want any morenbabies and would I please come to see them andntry to persuade her to sleep with him -.
the ball-shaped capsule containing the vertebrate eye
Each collar button was an ovarynthat had come unglued, an illustration out of thendictionary without benefit of lucubration;nlacklustre in the cold yellow fat of the eyeballneach buttoned ovary produced a subterraneannchill, the skating rink of hell where men stoodnupside down in the ice, the legs free and waitingnfor a bite.
It would have been better if,nlike the mad Czolgosz, I had shot some goodnPresident McKinley, some gentle, insignificantnsoul like that who had never done anyone the leastnharm.
Everything I endured was in thennature of a preparation for that moment when,nputting on my hat one evening, I walked out of thenoffice, out of my hitherto private life, and soughtnthe woman who was to liberate me from a livingndeath.
separate or cut with a tool, such as a sharp instrument
Wait, you cosmococcicntelegraphic shits, you demons on high waiting fornthe plumbing to be repaired, wait, you dirty whitenconquerors who have sullied the earth with yourncloven hooves, your instruments, your weapons,nyour disease germs, wait, all you who are sitting innclover and counting your coppers, it is not the end.
Until I was about ten years old Innever realized that there were "warm" countries,nplaces where you didn't have to sweat for a living,nnor shiver and pretend that itn11nwas tonic and exhilarating.
FromnTimes Square to Fiftieth Street all that St. Thomasn90nAquinas forgot to include in his magnum opus isnhere included, which is to say among other things,nhamburger sandwiches, collar buttons, poodlendogs, slot machines, grey bowlers, typewriternribbons, oranges sticks, free toilets, sanitarynnapkins, mint jujubes, billiard balls, choppednonions, crinkled doylies, manholes, chewing gum,nsidecars and sour-balls, cellophane, cord tyres,nmagnetos, horse liniment, cough drops, feenami...
a woman who performs religious duties and ceremonies
I hadnmet the whole flock of them little by little,nincluding Sister Antolina who wore a truss andnwho apparently was the high priestess of the cultnof Fonanism.
While he was talking about finger-prints I might bentaking stock of a coping or a cornice on a little rednbrick building just back of his black hat, I wouldnget to thinking of the day the cornice had beenninstalled, who might be the man who had designednit and why had he made it so ugly, so like everynother lousy, rotten cornice which we passed fromnthe East Side up to Harlem and beyond Harlem, ifnwe wanted to push on, beyond New York, beyondnthe Mississippi, beyond the Grand Canyon, ...
I am of the very essencenof that proud, boastful Nordic people who havennever had the least sense of adventure but whonnevertheless have scoured the earth, turned itnupside down, scattering relics and ruinsneverywhere.
It's in thenair, in the climate, in the ultra-grandiosenlandscape, in the stone forests that are lyingnhorizontal, in the torrential rivers that bite throughnthe rocky canyons, in the supra-normal distances,nthe supernal arid wastes, the over-lush crops, thenmonstrous fruits, the mixture of quixotic bloods,nthe fatras of cults, sects, beliefs, the opposition ofnlaws and languages, the contra-dictoriness ofntemperaments, principles, needs, requirements.
Like a softnprick slipping out of an overheated cunt I, the stillnunhatched, making a few abortive wriggles, butneither not dead and soft enough or else sperm-freenand skating ad astra, for it is still not dinner and anperistaltic frenzy takes possession of the upperncolon, the hypo-gastric region, the umbilical andnthe post-pineal lobe.
Boiled alive, the lobstersnswim in ice, giving no quarter and asking nonquarter, simply motionless and unmotivated in thenice-watered ennui of death, life drifting by thenshow-window muffled in desolation, a sorrowfulnscurvy eaten away by ptomaine, the frozen glassnof the window cutting like a jack-knife, dean andnno remainder.
Itnwas meant originally to be used only by snakesnand lizards, by the homed toad and the red heron,nbut when the great Spanish Armada was sunk thenhuman kind wriggled out of the ketch and sloppednover, creating by a sort of foul, ignominious squirmnand wiggle the cunt-like cleft that runs from thenBattery south to the golf links north through thendead and wormy centre of Manhattan Island.
You shits, I said to myself, I will givenyou the picture of twelve little men, zeros withoutndecimals, ciphers, digits, the twelve uncrushablenworms who are hollowing out the base of yournrotten edifice.
She wasnsuch a rare, spiritual creature, a ChristiannScientist, I believe, and though she didn't believenin disease and didn't believe in death either, shenraised such a stink that Christ himself would havenrisen from the grave.
All thentrumpery and quackery of our scientificnpractitioners came to apotheosis in the person ofnthe suave sadist who operated this clinic with thenfull concurrence and connivance of the law.
The thing was that he was dead,ndefinitely dead for all time, and they, the living,nwere cut off from him now and forever, and to-daynas well as to-morrow must be lived through, thenclothes washed, the dinner prepared, and whennthe next one was struck down there would be ancoffin to select and a squabble about the will, butnit would be all in the daily routine and to take timenoff to grieve and sorrow was sinful because God, ifnthere was a God, had ordained it that way and wenon earth...
one of a pair of mobile appendages on the head of insects
It's only a stretch of a fewnblocks from Times Square to Fiftieth Street, andnwhen one says Broadway that's all that's reallynmeant and it's really nothing, just a chicken runnand a lousy one at that, but at seven in thenevening when everybody's rushing for a tablenthere's a sort of electric crackle in the air and yournhair stands on end like an antennae and if you'renreceptive you not only get every bash and flickernbut you get the statistical itch, the quid pro quo ofnthe interactiv...
the rising of Christ on the third day after the Crucifixion
SisternAntolina lying in the convent bed, her guts trussednup, her arms akimbo and waiting for thenResurrection, waiting, waiting for life withoutnhernia, without intercourse, without sin, withoutnevil, meanwhile nibbling a few animal crackers, anpimento, some fancy olives, a little head cheese.
an interior passage or corridor onto which rooms open
He came back from the toilet lookingnextraordinarily complacent, whether because henhad relieved his bladder or because he had runninto a girl in the hallway, I don't know.
optical illusion in which hot air distorts distant objects
In the light of this I look back now upon mynnocturnal rambles through the streets of NewnYork, the white nights when I walked in my sleepnand saw the city in which I was born as one seesnthings in a mirage.
One after thenother, all the same, all goaded to desperation, outnof the goad and whip of hunger building the loftiestnskyscrapers, the most redoubtable dreadnoughts,nmaking the finest steel, the flimsiest lace, thenmost delicate glassware.
And hotnand sullen I go right up to the vice-president'snoffice in the morning and I ask to see the vicepresidentnhimself and did you give the order I ask -nand why?
an odorous glandular secretion from the male musk deer
Thenmusic is sprinkled with rat poison, with thenrattlesnake's venom, with the fetid breath of thengardenia, the spittle of the sacred yak, thenbolloxed sweat of the musk-rat, the leper's sugarcoatednnostalgia.
Men were walkingnthe streets of New York in that bloody, degradingnoutfit, the despised, the lowest of the low, walkingnaround like auks, like penguins, like oxen, likentrained seals, like patient donkeys, like bignjackasses, like crazy gorillas, like docile maniacsnnibbling at the dangling bait, like waltzing mice,nlike guinea pigs, liken31nsquirrels, like rabbits, and many and many a onenwas fit to govern the world, to write tile greatestnbook ever written.
a pit viper that makes a sound when it shakes its tail
Thenmusic is sprinkled with rat poison, with thenrattlesnake's venom, with the fetid breath of thengardenia, the spittle of the sacred yak, thenbolloxed sweat of the musk-rat, the leper's sugarcoatednnostalgia.
I saw the tracks they left on thenhighways, then29nfreight trains lying on the floor, the parents in rags,nthe coal box empty, the sink running over, thenwalls sweating and between the cold beads ofnsweat the cockroaches running like mad; I sawnthem hobbling along like twisted gnomes or fallingnbackwards in the epileptic frenzy, the mouthntwitching, thesaliva pouring from the lips, thenlimbs writhing; I saw the walls giving way and thenpest pouring out like a winged fluid, and the men...
give entirely to a specific person, activity, or cause
In the same cunty deft, trapped andnundazzled, millions have walked before me, amongnthem one, Blaise Cendrars, who afterwards flew tonthe moon, thence back to earth and up the Orinoconimpersonating a wild man but actually sound as anbutton, though no longer vulnerable, no longernmortal, a splendiferous hulk of a poem dedicatednto the archipelago of insomnia.
The feelings of his subjectnwere of no importance to him; whatever reactionnhe succeeded in obtaining was merely andemonstration or manifestation of the lawsnregulating the operation of the internal glands ofnsecretion.
Another thousand years, or fiventhousand, or ten thousand, exactly where I amnstanding now to survey the scene, a little boy maynopen a book in a tongue as yet unheard of andnabout this life now passing, a life which the mannwho wrote the book never experienced, a life withndeducted form and rhythm, with beginning andnend, and the boy on dosing the book will think tonhimself what a great race the Americans were,nwhat a marvellous life there had once been on thisncontinent which he is ...
the act of forming again; renewing and reconstituting
I was fillednwith a perverse love of the thing-in-itself-not anphilosophic attachment, but a passionate,ndesperately passionate hunger, as if in thendiscarded, worthless thing which everyone ignorednthere was contained the secret of my ownnregeneration.
a structure from which tissue can develop into an organism
Wait, you cosmococcicntelegraphic shits, you demons on high waiting fornthe plumbing to be repaired, wait, you dirty whitenconquerors who have sullied the earth with yourncloven hooves, your instruments, your weapons,nyour disease germs, wait, all you who are sitting innclover and counting your coppers, it is not the end.
Whatever thisnwas, the Word, disease or creation, it was stillnrunning rampant; it would run on and on, outstripntime and space, outlast the angels, unseat God,nunhook the universe.
Maybe, being upnhigh between the two shores, suspended aboventhe traffic, above life and death, on each side thenhigh tombs, tombs blazing with dying sunlight, thenriver flowing heedlessly, flowing on like time itself,nmaybe each time I passed up there, somethingnwas tugging away at me, urging me to take it in, tonannounce myself, anyway each time I passed onnhigh I was truly alone, and whenever thatnhappened the book commenced to write itself,nscreaming the things which I never breat...
impair the respiration of or obstruct the air passage of
Whatnis true interests me scarcely at all, nor even whatnis real; only that interests me which I imagine tonbe, that which I had stifled every day in order tonlive.
She wasnsuch a rare, spiritual creature, a ChristiannScientist, I believe, and though she didn't believenin disease and didn't believe in death either, shenraised such a stink that Christ himself would havenrisen from the grave.
contented to a fault with oneself or one's actions
He came back from the toilet lookingnextraordinarily complacent, whether because henhad relieved his bladder or because he had runninto a girl in the hallway, I don't know.
a sudden noisy expulsion of air from the lungs that clears the air passages; a common symptom of upper respiratory infection or bronchitis or pneumonia or tuberculosis
relating to an elaborate and systematic plan of action
It was likenseeing an army strong and well equipped, capablenof licking anythingn42nin sight, and yet ordered to retreat every day, tonretreat and retreat and retreat because that wasnthe strategic thing to do, even though it meantnlosing ground, losing guns, losing ammunition,nlosing food, losing sleep, losing courage, losing lifenitself finally.
Maybe, being upnhigh between the two shores, suspended aboventhe traffic, above life and death, on each side thenhigh tombs, tombs blazing with dying sunlight, thenriver flowing heedlessly, flowing on like time itself,nmaybe each time I passed up there, somethingnwas tugging away at me, urging me to take it in, tonannounce myself, anyway each time I passed onnhigh I was truly alone, and whenever thatnhappened the book commenced to write itself,nscreaming the things which I never breat...
The thing was that he was dead,ndefinitely dead for all time, and they, the living,nwere cut off from him now and forever, and to-daynas well as to-morrow must be lived through, thenclothes washed, the dinner prepared, and whennthe next one was struck down there would be ancoffin to select and a squabble about the will, butnit would be all in the daily routine and to take timenoff to grieve and sorrow was sinful because God, ifnthere was a God, had ordained it that way and wenon earth...
relatively slow in mental, emotional or physical development
When I try to think, therefore, of where the breaknoccurred I keep puttingn57nit back further and further, until there is no othernway of accounting for it than by the retarded hournof birth.
Men were walkingnthe streets of New York in that bloody, degradingnoutfit, the despised, the lowest of the low, walkingnaround like auks, like penguins, like oxen, likentrained seals, like patient donkeys, like bignjackasses, like crazy gorillas, like docile maniacsnnibbling at the dangling bait, like waltzing mice,nlike guinea pigs, liken31nsquirrels, like rabbits, and many and many a onenwas fit to govern the world, to write tile greatestnbook ever written.
I saw the tracks they left on thenhighways, then29nfreight trains lying on the floor, the parents in rags,nthe coal box empty, the sink running over, thenwalls sweating and between the cold beads ofnsweat the cockroaches running like mad; I sawnthem hobbling along like twisted gnomes or fallingnbackwards in the epileptic frenzy, the mouthntwitching, thesaliva pouring from the lips, thenlimbs writhing; I saw the walls giving way and thenpest pouring out like a winged fluid, and the mennhigher...
Walking amidst the craziest architecture everninvented, wondering why and to what end, if everynday from these wretched hovels or magnificentnpalaces there had to stream forth an army of mennitching to unravel their tale of misery.
a common venereal disease caused by the treponema pallidum spirochete; symptoms change through progressive stages; can be congenital (transmitted through the placenta)
completely unordered and unpredictable and confusing
Perhaps innreading this, one has still the impression of chaosnbut this is written from a live centre and what isnchaotic is merely peripheral, the tangental shreds,nas it were, of a world which no longer concernsnme.
Itnwas meant originally to be used only by snakesnand lizards, by the homed toad and the red heron,nbut when the great Spanish Armada was sunk thenhuman kind wriggled out of the ketch and sloppednover, creating by a sort of foul, ignominious squirmnand wiggle the cunt-like cleft that runs from thenBattery south to the golf links north through thendead and wormy centre of Manhattan Island.
But when you lookednat it up close, when you examined the pagesnseparately, or the parts separately, when younexamined one lone individual and what constitutednhim, examined the air he breathed, the life he led,nthe chances he risked, you saw something so foulnand degrading, so low, so miserable, so utterlynhopeless and senseless, that it was worse thannlooking into a volcano.
This eye so widenawake seemed to have made all my other facultiesndormant; all my powers were used up in the effortnto see, to take in the drama of the world.
He wantednme to tell him all about it, down to the last detail,nhis big hairy ears cocked to catch the least crumbnof information which would justify something ornother which was formulating itself inside his dome.
I wasnjumping from the bridge head first, down into thenprimeval ooze, the legs dear and waiting for a bite;nlike that Satan had plunged through the heavens,nthrough the solidn48ncore of the earth, head down and ramming throughnto the very hub of the earth, the darkest, densest,nhottest pit of hell.
Wait, you cosmococcicntelegraphic shits, you demons on high waiting fornthe plumbing to be repaired, wait, you dirty whitenconquerors who have sullied the earth with yourncloven hooves, your instruments, your weapons,nyour disease germs, wait, all you who are sitting innclover and counting your coppers, it is not the end.
a wanderer with no established residence or means of support
Before dinner the slat and chink of skynlight softly percolating through the boned greyndome, the vagrant hemispheres spored with blueeggednnuclei coagulating, ramifying, in the onenbasket lobsters, in the other the germination of anworld antiseptically personal and absolute.
I sawnthe Horatio Alger hero, the dream of a sicknAmerican, mounting higher and -higher, firstnmessenger, then operator, then manager, thennchief, then superintendent, then vice-president,nthen president, then trust magnate, then beernbaron, then Lord of all the Americas, the moneyngod, the god of gods, the clay of clay, nullity onnhigh, zero with ninety-seven thousand decimalsnfore and aft.