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Made You Up: Chapter 48–Epilogue

Alex suffers from paranoid schizophrenia and delusions. As she navigates her senior year of high school, she struggles to maintain her grasp on reality.

Here are links to our lists for the novel: Prologue–Chapter 6, Chapters 7–11, Chapters 12–16, Chapters 17–24, Chapters 25–34, Chapters 35–47, Chapter 48–Epilogue
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  1. sear
    cause to wither or parch from exposure to heat
    “Stay here. Are you listening to me? Do not leave this car.” I fixed her with my most searing gaze. “Do. Not. Leave. This. Spot. Got it?”
  2. mustiness
    the quality of smelling old, stale, or moldy
    Inside, the smell of mustiness coated everything like a thick layer of bad cologne.
  3. croon
    sing softly
    “Look at all the dresses,” Charlie crooned.
  4. strew
    spread by scattering
    There was a large wooden desk on the far side of the room, strewn with papers and more pictures in frames.
  5. bile
    a digestive juice secreted by the liver
    I pressed a hand to my stomach and sucked in air, but bile rose to block it.
  6. resolutely
    showing firm determination or purpose
    “Are you real?” I asked.
    “Yes, I am,” he said resolutely. He pressed my hand harder to his chest. His heart beat like a drum.
  7. askew
    turned or twisted to one side
    Miles sighed. His glasses were askew on his nose. I didn’t want to wake him up, but I also didn’t want to be alone.
  8. lank
    long and thin and often limp
    Celia hurried into the gym, her lank brown hair hanging around her pallid face.
  9. pallid
    pale, as of a person's complexion
    Celia hurried into the gym, her lank brown hair hanging around her pallid face.
  10. scrutinize
    look at critically or searchingly, or in minute detail
    Miles scrutinized her. “About what?”
  11. benign
    kind in disposition or manner
    He laced his fingers together with a benign smile. “I think we’re finally seeing eye to eye.”
  12. vise
    a holding device attached to a workbench
    My head had been caught in a vise.
  13. alcove
    a small recess opening off a large room or garden
    The light in the room was low, but enough for me to make out the ridge of my legs and feet underneath the covers of a bed and the dark alcove around the corner, where the door would be.
  14. sterile
    free of pathological microorganisms
    A white-noise machine hummed in the corner, and a sterile smell crept up on me.
  15. swaddle
    wrap very tightly in cloth, as a baby
    On the other side of me, a figure swaddled in a blanket slept soundly in a chair that looked like it had been designed by a torture expert.
  16. immortalize
    make famous forever
    So finally he decided he’d immortalize her by dropping the same scoreboard on her that killed her mom.
  17. exultation
    a feeling of extreme joy
    I searched for a word for what I was feeling, for this mix of relief and exultation and serenity, but I couldn’t think of anything.
  18. blubber
    cry or whine with snuffling
    I didn’t know if he understood anything I said through my blubbering, but his arm tightened around me and he kissed the side of my forehead.
  19. stipulation
    a restriction insisted upon as a condition for an agreement
    Whatever the reason, they let me into the school for graduation. There were a few stipulations, of course.
  20. ordeal
    a severe or trying experience
    Because of the McCoy ordeal and the school board looking to avoid any further mishaps, I wasn’t allowed out of the car without wrist restraints.
  21. golem
    an artificial human that is given life by supernatural means
    It was Mr. Gunthrie who filled Mr. McCoy’s vacated principal’s seat; his gray suit made him look like a golem.
  22. cliche
    a trite or obvious remark
    “I guess I’ll start with a bit of a cliche,” he said.
  23. mottled
    having spots or patches of color
    Behind him, Mr. Gunthrie’s face turned a mottled hue of purple.
  24. pretentious
    creating an appearance of importance or distinction
    Then he said, “For a long time, I had nothing to lose. I was that dangerous creation. I know most of you probably think I’m a jerk”—he glanced at me again—“and you’re right, I am. Not the kind that vandalizes cars and kills pets, but I am an arrogant, pretentious jerk. I do think I’m better than all of you, because I’m smarter. I’m smarter and I’m more determined to do what I set out to do.”
  25. tenacity
    persistent determination
    His eyebrow shot up. “What, did you think you were going to get rid of me that easily? You should know by now—I’ve got the tenacity of a cockroach.”
Created on Tue Aug 28 11:48:30 EDT 2018 (updated Tue Aug 28 12:00:43 EDT 2018)

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