following in time or order
Dan Lawrence was not yet twenty; he was still weak from his wounds and loss of blood, still under the cloud of a horror that only
subsequent horrors could make him forget.
without mercy or pity
The young soldier glanced up at the white faces watching him, and there was still in his eyes the look of wonder that life could have changed so suddenly and ruthlessly.
someone injured or killed in a military engagement
People were going to the opera, to balls, to glittering dinners in the great hotels, in spite of
casualty lists and the fact that the war showed no signs of ending.
deficient in quantity or number compared with the demand
In Jasper County, however, laughter was a
scarce luxury that summer, but as the weeks of 1862 marched on toward fall, an incident occurred that appealed to the rough humor of the times and to the satisfaction of many who saw justice finally finding a niche for itself.
marked by keen caution and watchful prudence
He was a marksman of no mean ability; he was, moreover, stubbornly tenacious under his mild manner—two facts well-enough known around town to make the night prowlers
wary for several weeks.
a cruel and brutal fellow
On the third night the
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Men all over the county roared at the story Ross Milton
embellished with cutting sarcasm and published in his weekly paper, a story that caused Wortman to be demoted, even by his own lieutenants, from the role of a swaggering desperado to that of an inept and ridiculous figure, whining in his misery.
a small part remaining after the main part no longer exists
The papers suggested that perhaps it was Beauregard who, by managing to save the
remnants of his army, had won something approaching a victory.
producing no result
McClellan, the most promising young officer in his class at West Point, was now the general who either didn’t move at all or moved ineffectually;
act in an arrogant, overly self-assured, or conceited manner
There were stories of generals jealously eyeing one another, caring more for personal prestige than for defeating the Confederates; there were Pope and Sheridan, who
there was Grant and the
persistent stories of his heavy drinking.
in such a manner as could not be otherwise
Jethro read the news in dismay, and for the rest of the war there was always a fear within him that disappointment and disaster
inevitably followed hope.
move hesitatingly, as if about to give way
But work on the farm had to go on although armies
faltered and leaders fell in disgrace.
place at intervals in or among
The words of love that
interspersed those of mental anguish were not ones that a silly girl blushed over and hoarded to herself.
spread negative information about
They will not believe that he has ever been anything but right; they
revile the President when rumors of his impatience with their general get around.
shockingly repellent; inspiring horror
Jethro, in his manhood, would learn of the incompetence, the blindness, and the
ghastly waste of life that followed a lost opportunity;
an unimportant and not well known standing
The career of General McClellan was almost over, too; it would rise with another spurt later on, but that fall the papers blazed with the news that the President had relieved the general of his command, and the name that had outshone all others now plummeted into near-obscurity.
strike with disgust or revulsion
Fredericksburg had been undertaken with little probability of success, the papers claimed; nothing could have been expected under the shabby plans—if, indeed, they were plans—other than
turn away from by persuasion
Rumor was that this general, far back from the line of battle, had insisted that still more divisions be sent up the deadly hills, but that he was finally
dissuaded by officers of lower rank and keener perception.
a feeling of evil to come
The family waited for days, during which Jethro’s waking thoughts were filled with
foreboding and his dreams with troubled anxiety.
bright with a steady but subdued shining
There was drama here, I can tell them—thousands upon thousands of us crossing the Rappahannock with banners flying, drums rolling, and our instruments of death
gleaming in the sunlight.
producing no result or effect
They could have seen those thousands scrambling up the innocent-looking wooded hills and falling like toy soldiers brushed over by a child’s hand; thousands of young men whose dreams and hopes were snuffed out in a second and who will be remembered only as simple soldiers who fell in a cruel,
futile battle directed by men who can hardly be called less than murderers.
belief about the future
There was, however, no reason why Hig Phillips should have avoided the draft except that he was a lazy bachelor much favored by his mother, that he was fond of good food and a comfortable bed, and had been known to adhere to the opinion that fools could do the fighting while men of intelligence and property might take pleasure in the
prospect of a long and easy life.
proceed somewhere despite the risk of possible dangers
Jenny was no longer allowed to drive alone to Hidalgo for the mail; no one
ventured far away from home after nightfall, and as in the days of the Wortman trouble the year before, no one ever went to bed with the full confidence of security.
repetitive and persistent
Then the call came again, softly, insistently, from a clump of trees, one of which was a tremendous old oak—long since hollowed out, first by lightning and then by decay.
the mental attitude that something is believable
For a few seconds Jethro forgot the Federal Registrars and the fact that not only the word which preceded Eb, but his method of announcing himself gave
credence to the suspicion that he was a deserter.
a minor short-term fight
We’d had another
skirmish and there was dead boys that we had to bury the next day—and we’d bin licked agin.
be face to face with
But in his eleven years he had never been faced with the responsibility of making a fearful decision like the one
agree or express agreement
assented to the trip readily, and Jethro, with the letter in his pocket, drove off down the road, his heart pounding with excitement.
tiresomely long; seemingly without end
The long wait for an answer was
improperly forward or bold
Jethro tossed at night and wondered: had he done an
impudent thing, had he laid himself open to trouble, had he been a fool to think that a boy of his age might act without the advice of his elders?
to say, state, or perform again
reiterated, “I’ll be goin’ on soon, Jeth; I won’t be a burden to you much longer,” became like the whippoorwill’s cry—always the same and never ending.
the property of relative size or extent
Jethro closed his ears to it, but the tensions within him mounted, and the necessity of providing for Eb’s needs in strictest secrecy became a task that seemed to grow in
magnitude as the days went by.
avoid and stay away from deliberately
In the few seconds that passed before he opened the envelope, he wished with all his heart that he had not meddled in the affairs of a country at war, that he had let Eb work out his own problems, that he, Jethro, were still a sheltered young boy who did the tasks his father set for him and
shunned the idea that he dare think for himself.
a feeling of deep regret, usually for some misdeed
This information you may relay to the young man in question, and I pray that the
remorse and despair which he has known since the time of his desertion will bring his better self to the cause for which so many of his young compatriots have laid down their lives.